..A World of Nonsense..

Wa kaio....
After viewing her profile.....
I feel like she's saying bout me......
I have this damm bloody freaking feeling.......
I thinks she knows bout the blog.....
I've already set it to private.......
So even if she knows.....
The URL......
She'll not gain excess.....
Unless you gave her.....
Your account name and.....
Password to view.....
Which i know that you won't lar......
And when it's not private that time.....
Only you, my sis and marilyn knows.....
And even though
I told syafiqah mine today.......
She won't be able to excess it.....
Cause i just told her today.....
And i set it private today....
So she won't be able to tell anyone else.....
Even thought i passed her the URL.......
Cause it's private.......

2facedfreak 6:36 AM

Wa kaio....
Today damm bloody suay.....
Firstly.....
Woke up late.....
Then reach the church late.....
Then because of me......
Play over there....
Kena chase out.......
Then now......
I dunno how to do.....
My English homework.....
I dunno whats the format.....
And i dunno what to write.....
For the introduction.....
But the only good thing.....
Is that.....
Is write any thing......
About Mr Steve Ow.....
Friday he read the indiviual one already......
All also damm funny.......
Then now is the group one........
Sain dunno how to do......
Tomorow surely die one......
Then just now.....
Go grandfather house....
I suddenly started......
Laughting for nothing.......
I also dunno why.....
But i just did......
Haiz.....
Hope i'm not goin crazy....
Just because of that......
And other stuffs.......
Like short term memory....
And things like that......

2facedfreak 1:09 AM

Today is another shitty day......
Firstly i thought.....
I could finally live a normal life......
Then of all times......
Josiah went to find trouble with archanna........
Ask her if she wanna see cock or not........
The of course shagrach will help what.......
Cause he steading with her.......
Then actually we thought.....
It's ok.......
So we went up to class first.....
The eliz called aloy.....
He called me and qi yun go down......
Ok i follow.......
Then....
Damia and Hong wei came down also.....
Ok nevermind.......
When we go down.....
Shag say it's nothing......
Them we stayed there......
Lisent to what they say.....
Then in the end.......
Damia at the laughing only......
Hong wei stand there dunno what he thinking.....
Then call both of them go up....
Then........
We talk for josiah....

Now is need to wait.....
For archanna to deside......
What she wants to do.......
Then ok now that part.....
Is wait until monday then go on about it again.......
Then after he and his group of friends left......
Left me qi yun and aloy....
We asked him......
HOW many times he wants to do it!!!!
Then he still.......
Seat there and cry only.......

Then of all bloody freaking things.......
Aloy say bout......
That time hoilday......
He called Bianca.....
Then i remebered
He asked her....
Weather she horney or what.....
Everytime kiss eliz in class....
Then once i remebered...........
I DAMM BLOODY FREAKING ANGRY SAL..........
I did not deal with him.......
Because.....
She asked me not to!!!!!!
And said......
If you do anything to him.........

I will never,
NEVER,
Forgive you........
So i did not do anything to him......
Then once i remebered..........
I damm angry......
Feel like wacking him sal.......
Then tahan.......
Wa kaio then....
In science class did not feel like doing anything.......
Damm angry....
Then after school.......
Just follow johnson........
Then we went darren house.....

Before that saw li yan.....
Hey li yan....
If you see this don't blame me hor.....
Why you so stupid skip school

Then skip school lao.........
Dunno how to go to.....
Doctor fake sick then get.....
M.C.......
Forge letter for what......
Stupid right you........
Anyway......
At darren house........
Seat there play card........
Then watch johnson bully jason.......
Damm funny.......
Then when me and Sing yi
Going back that time......
Talked all about........
Love crap all that.....

Then i feel damm weired.......
Haiz today is mostly thinking bout her lar......
Also dunno why.......
Haiz....
Sain.....

2facedfreak 2:46 AM

Wa kiao....
Today made johnson angry......
Called him the name jason called him....
'Xiao bai'....
The bianca also irritated him.....
She called him...
'Good-doggie'....
Then after school went home.....
Cause everytime stay at dover.......
also got nothing to do.......
So went home lor......
The coincidentally.....
Met my friends.....
From primary school....
And also in Fairfield........
Name?
Ang Jim Kiat (Kit Kat)
Kenneth Chong yong liang
Well ever since i came to secondary school....
Never really talked to kenneth.....
Then after jim got promoted to NA in sec 1 going to be sec 2......
Never really talked to him after that.......
But still we got along very well.....
After all......
We spented 6years together already.......
Actuallt for me and jim......
Not really 6years.....
But for kenneth it's really 6years.......
Well after i got home.......
I realise that there was not food......
Then in the end
We're eating takeaways......
Anyway just went down to buy more food.......
And my mom bought me
BACARDI BREEZER
But now trying not to.....
Let my brother know i'm drinking it.....
Or else he'll take all........
Anyway i'm goin to watch bleach.....
Now at episode 67
^-^
LeGeNdFrEaK,
Signing off

2facedfreak 4:25 AM

Well this few days have been crappy......
Firstly on monday....
I squeesed princess neck (the back) cause she was like spreading rumours bout me.......
And bout the squessing thing......
I don't know why but i've started doing it to everyone i know......
All my church friends kena...
Johnson also kena......
Then the princess want to make a big fuss bout it.......
Then now her ang-moh friend not happy with me.....
And she's like a bitch lar!!!!....
Never liked her anyway........
She's DAMM BLOODY IRRITATING!!!!!!!
Anyway when i'm in english class.....
We had to read each other's works at the back of the class.....
Then because i don't have a proper view....
I went closer which is beside the bitch to see other people's work......
The she was like oh.... don't touch me(this is all within this week)
Anyway today princess was trying to be irritating......
Then i go squeese the neck.....
Then now she never talk to me lao.....
Well that's life.....
NEVER and i meant NEVER liked living.......
Well that all i remebered bout this week.....
Anyway got to go over be time limit on the computer!!!!!

2facedfreak 7:03 AM

Wa sain.......
Long time never update my blog also..........
anyway is got nothing to say.....
Thats why never update....
Haiz actually today also don't want to update one....
But then damm sain lar.......
And i think my princess won't talk to me anymore.....
Cause i called her 'princess' on msn....
Then she say she won't talk to a disgusting person.....
Haiz.......
Why always like that one sal...........
Anyway i had fishes and loaves duty in church......
Damm shiok sal there......
Can eat free food.....
Then just stand/seat there talk crap only.......
Damm shiok.......
But there's always something troubling me......
Alway......
And about my princess....
Hiaz why can't i just give up on her.......
Why can't i do as she said and give up on her........
Why do i still keep thinking or her......
Haiz i just hope.....
Hope that......
That she will forgive me........
Hiaz......
I must accept......
That me and her....
Will never....
NEVER.....
Be together again........

Haiz living will never be easy....
Death can cure everything......
I have a deathwish.......
And the wish is to just.....
End all my bloody sorrow.........

2facedfreak 11:57 PM

This is the first time i got a title which no need to think until so hard one =P
Anyway we had three days of camp.....
And i just came back!!!! ^-^
But the camp was DAMM fun!!!!!
We were like playing games during the first day...
And on the second day it was like pray pray pary.....
But on the second day it was like.....
They say all the things and sing all the things.....
Actually every thing they do was very saddenin
People around me was like crying and while lisenting half way....
I suddenly teared.....
But....... I dunno why....
But the tears only came out from one side of the eye....
Weird right....
Well i today also got tear abit.....
Cause we had to do alot of things....
Very the touching one......
Then second night while having the paryer thing....
Actually felt god's love
Some how....
A feeling......
Then at night play rugby!!!!
The ball is pillows......
Then one the first day we played soccer....
Soccer ball hor!!!!
Not pillow hor!!!
WA CAMP IS GREAT!!!!!!
One bad thing bout the camp....
The seating......
Strain my back like what like that lar.....
Any way....
During the period of camp....
I still think of my princess........
But that's only the first and second day...
Third day....
Dunno why but....
Into prayer mood.....
Well now very TIRED!!!!!
Nevermind sleep in class =D

2facedfreak 6:17 AM

Sain lar.....
Today morning went to fetch my mom back.....
Then at queenstown mrt station that time.......
Qi yun call me and ask me follow him go make his ic.......
Then i remeber what my princess(bianca[call her that for fun]) said.....
"Haven make ic don't know when want to make....."
I dunno why but i kinda remeber what she says....
Any way countiuing what happen....
So i ask him call her go instead......
We met my mom......
(She landed before we even reach)
(We=me my sis and my dad)
Heng never kena scolding!!!!!....
We went to eat......
Then on my way back i sms qi yun......
Then went around tanjong pagar he ask me go back.....
I around his area i gave him clue for him to ask me meet them lar......
But he stupidly just say oh ok...... lol..... what you doin around here.......
Then in the end came home....
Pack my bag for camp.....
Then watch bleach.....
Now very sian.....
Don't feel like watching bleach lao.....
SAIN LAR.....
Now asking old class mate to meet up......
But not yet even conferm day and date.....
Wa kiao eh.....
Park yong is uselessssss......
He was the one who wants it then
Now he don't want conferm anything......
Haiz.....now trying to get hold of my old class mate's number.....
Well i'm bored.....
And i got nothing else to write.....
SAIN LAR!!!!!

2facedfreak 7:48 AM

Wa kiao today accutally don't want to blog want lor.....
But now damm bored......
Nothing better to do....
So might as well blog right.....
But..........
The only problem now is that......
I can't think of any title for my day's entry....
Come to think of it i never had....
Aiya just don't have ever lar......
Oh yar just remebered.......
My mom's coming back to singapore tomorow.....
Bo pian have to fetch her......
Acually suppose to sent her off one.....
But then last minute wanna go to school....
Then never.......
So fetch her back lor........
Then just remebered......
My church camp coming lao......
Never even pack a single thing yet.....
Wonder how will the camp be........
Anyway i wonder what's she's doin!!??
Is she enjoying her holiday???
Is she healthy???
Wether or not she is enjoying the hoilday....
But i'm sure starting she'll say wanna haster go back school
The last few days will say hoped the hoilday was a little longer........
Because she only find things that will intrest her...
At the last minute and the thing that she founf to do.....
It's either a show or a video......
Or if it's a book......
She'll surly read it in the bus, train, class......
Any where that can seat and read can lao
Haiz..... and people say i don't know her well........
well i myself think i don't really know her...
But..... hiaz.....
Really hope can be back together with her again.....
Damm come to think of it.....
I MISS HER ALOT!!!!!!

2facedfreak 7:59 AM

Wa kiao............ today go make ez-link card.....
Firstly when go take picture that time have to wait 15-20 minutes.... so i go home.......
Then when make ez-link card that time need wait for 1HOUR!!!!!!!
1HOUR LEH!!!!!!
But no money take bus go home so just wait only lor........
Went popular walk around see the C-D then in the end only took less then 15 minutes
Hiaz then in the end seat at the bus interchange for the rest of the time.....
Hiaz damm sain leh......
Lucky have my mp3 to lisent to..........
Then at home also not nothing to do
Then naruto shippuden the new episode also not yet come out.....
Then bleach also like sain like that.........
Hiaz no money go out.......
And no one to go out with.....
Hiaz sain lor.....
Hiaz plan to stay at home and rot........

2facedfreak 1:57 AM

Sain lar......
the person who found the wallet never give to the bus interchage thing.........
Okay it's either i dropped it in the bus or my grandfather house the corridor.......
Haiz SAIN LAR!!!!!!!
Then now have to make another card.....
hiaz but that's not importain ......
the most thing i'm damm du lan about is losting all the things she gave me!!!!!
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF IT!!!!!!
Wa sian just realize that my passport size photo all also inside my wallet which i lost......
SAIN LAR NEED WASTE MORE NONEY!!!!!!!
Damm my life is defentally screwed up!!!!!!
any way not yet report it to the mrt station thing..... to cancle it.........
And i'm iching like hell today......
Thanks to those stupid bed bugs!!!!!!!

2facedfreak 12:36 AM

Today my day like one fuck sal......
Firstly the church thing suppose to have cancled waste my time go until clementi there.....
Secondly waited for sarah and darrren for more that 1 hour!!!!!!! Can you belive it!!!! Just to bath and get ready and stuff like that takes one bloody freaking hour......
Okay i very the good so don't care the amount of time difference that they took .........
Thirdly I LOST MY BLOODY FUCKING WALLET!!!!!!!!!!!
It's like all my importain things are inside lar!!!!!
Not as thought i'm being a compain king or what.....
Ok lar the bus pass can buy/make another one
But the one which can't be replaced like the letter she gave me or the straw heart she gave me or even the thing to clean the handphone screen one can't and will never be replaced!!!!!
It's like damm fucked up lar!!!!!!
What the hell lar!!!!! suppose to stop saying vulgarities in the end just because of this fucking day say so many fucking times!!!!!!!
My life is now damm fucked up lar!!!!!!
Nothing good about it.......
Nothing to look forward to......
No hope and dreams in life.........
Blocking other people's way..........
Being useless......
ok even though all of the above is quite long lao still got one more.....
No one to live for!!!!!
Might as well end my fucking uselss life right!!!!!!
Hiaz how i hope i can just die and end all of my sorrow and misery......

2facedfreak 8:00 AM