Just came back from Malaysia......
I went there cause it was a event or so
cause it was my mom's the job company the event.......
Then me my mom my dad and my sis went....
The first day me my sis and my dad had to go to the office first.....
The fumigation service was also that day...
So had to wake up like.... 9 plus.....
Haiz then still have alot of time left lor.....
So when the people came we had our bags put outside.....
After they finished we left and headed to my great-grand mother's house....
So we left our things there and went to clementi for lunch.....
After that we went to check the exchange rate at clementi and jurong point...
While being around jurong point....
I went to find for johnson and manage to surprise him....
Then after that took a train back to clementi to change money as the exchange rate there is better
After that went to NTUC to buy some sweet...
After that headed back to my great-grand mother house to collect our bags
After that headed to my mom's office....
Had to wait for quite a while before my mom came down and before we left...
So we had to board bus E....
and through out all the bus that we've taken i think that bus E was the best....
Most quiet ^^....
Then took the bus all the way to malaysia....
Had afew stops here and there....
But still.... it was a super long journey....
So we had dinner at this seafood restaurant
Which did not serve any seafood except fish.....
and
The food there was cold.....
Not only that.....
It taste horible!!!!
and the drink inside got thing de lor....
Luckly got it changed.....
Then headed for the hotel.....
Wa lao the bloody lift have to put in the bloody card then can take go up de lor!!!
Then dunno then other people got put
Then go up go down lor....
Then in the end...
Read the stupid sign there....
Then found out our room was the excutive suite....
Then when go inside the room lao....
Saw 3 beds.....
and 1 of the bed is made of metal de....
Can take away that kind....
Haiz eventually i slept on that bed
The mattress was so thin that when you lie down you can feel a little of it...
The pillows were also very irritathing.....
It looks like it's fluffly and soft....
But when you put your head on it....
You realise it's super soft.....
It goes flat when you put your head lah!!!
Haiz then that night could'nt sleep lah.....
The next day had to wake up at around 7 or 8 plus...
After having breakfast we had to set out....
To some stupid place....
Wa lao then whole day in the sun lah....
Then lunch was not that appeling also.....
Had rice and satay.....
Then after that....
We had a decision to make.....
To go back to the hotel or go shopping...
So we went shopping....
The shopping centre was quite deserted....
Not much people there.....
I wanted buy a shoe de.....
But then the shoes that i want all don't have my size.....
So in the end....
I bought nothing.....
After shopping we headed back to the hotel....
At arounf 7plus...
We had the party thing.....
While waiting saw this really hot girl lah.....
Then of course did nothing....
Don't even know her.....
So had dinnder also.....
The food also sucks lah.....
and it's in the hotel!!!!
So after that manage to drink.....
But then it was tiger.....
Not nice de....
So sit there all the while....
And directly oppisite the table was where she was sitting....
So just act normal lor.....
So in the end of that day....
My mom got drunk.....
and in the hotel room.....
She keep asking to take pictures.....
and even after taking.....
She say not yet......
Haiz damm sain the lor....
So after everything.....
I managed to sleep faster then the day before.....
The third day was the last day and yesterday.....
We had to check out by 10.....
Whoa luckly check out early....
Then while waiting...
Saw that hot girl again.....
So don't care again lor....
So that day we went to play some car thing....
Forgot the bloody name....
So while i driving that crap.....
I crashed afew times lah.....
The brake paddle so small.....
Damm diffculte to press sal.....
Then step on it lao also never really slow down de.......
So after that we went for lunch.....
The bus that i was on went off early....
So had to take another 1....
Then was in the same bus as her.....
So don't care lor..... anyway i sat at the front.....
The journey to the lunch place was like damm lor lah.....
I slept for a while but then when i woke up every one was sleeping.....
So after reaching the place.....
I ate alittle.....
No appitite.....
Cause the food sucks
So after that we bus back singapore.....
But before that they stopped at a place.....
Keep passing by her.....
Also dunno why....
Then after that they were arranging the people in the bus....
Acording to thier actual bus....
Then almost no seat....
Then luckly my mom friend helped out
Then managed to be in the same bus as her....
Then after that they started playing video.....
First on was Bond ultanium.... somwthing like that......
The second was independence day.....
But did'nt finish the second one....
Cause reached singapore le....
Then while going back that time....
The joureny was super long lah!!!
Butt hurts.... :p
So we alighted at jurong east.....
After that went for dinner and went home.....
Then when reach home le....
Found my brother's friend there....
All also from or related to CARE de.....
So waited for them to go off before sleeping....
Before that...
Watched naruto shippuden 35....
Thought can see bren online....
But she told me today what time she slept
So around the time i was online....
So don't care lor....
Now chatting online with her....
and mel.....
Taught her how to make a website through notepad.....
Haiz... damm sain.....
Body aching....
=.=
2facedfreak
11:05 PM
Today is the 22 Thursday....
Tomorrow is 23 Friday.....
I'll be going to malaysia......
Haiz.... then have to wake up super early lor.....
Then i also not used to sleeping early lah.....
Haiz.... Will be gone for three days.....
and the people doin the fumigation will be coming tomorrow....
Haiz.... had to pack my whole room lah!!!
Got a bloody whole lot of things lor....
Then i'm the only one who packed......
Damm sain lor......
Now watching Bleach 149.....
Finally came out ^^.......
Now goin to wait for naruto shippuden 35 to come out.....
Haiz damm sain....
No one to chat online....
and i think Bren's on the phone lah.....
She's not replying.....
Haiz.... now i'm havin a headache....
and my arm hurts.....
For some unknown reasons......
Haiz.... anyway... i think i'll go now......
2facedfreak
8:19 AM
Haiz... last night slept at 6plus in the morning.....
Woke up around 12 or 1....
When i woke up i saw my dad at home....
Tried waking my dog up but then he ignored me and just slept.......
So after washing up.....
I log into msn...
After that watch television and found out there's nothing to watch.....
So i went into my room....
and did nothing.....
Then i started thinking....
Thinking bout her of course.....
Then thought of all the things i've done and what i've said.....
and i after that thought of what she said.....
and i thought it over....
I'm just a stupid guy who always say the wrong thing.....
and i fell so stupid and guilty....
That i said such stupid things....
To make her sad, angry and brokenhearted......
I hope that i can do something bout that.....
I've also been thinking.....
About my own life.....
and about my friends....
About why and how i've become the person i am now.....
and i just remebered.....
It was through the setback in my lifes....
I've been betrayed be my best friend in the past....
and it's not the normal kind......
That bugger turned my friends all againce me....
Every single one......
and before that.....
He told every one bout my secrects that i shared with him....
and even though i'e forgived him alot of times.....
He still never change.....
and ever since.....
I've seal all the positive side of me......
But just when i completly though that......
I don't need those kind of feelings.....
and it's not use living anymore........
Then princess came into my life.....
She was the one who has liven me up.....
Made me think differently about the world....
and about people....
and about life......
and because of her......
I actually felt happyness.....
Which i actually forgot how it actually felt.....
and it was like no other happyness.....
It's the kind i never felt before......
and it's called love......
and i felt it twice....
Firstly is with the princess....
Secondly during confirmation camp....
Where i felt god's love....
Which was like love...
But in a whole different feeling....
It's undescribable.....
That you need to feel it yourself to know it truly....
and after feeling it....
For once i felt as though i exist.....
and that i'm actually still alive....
Well i don't wanna say anymore......
It's affecting my mood
But when i stop thinking bout that....
I thought of my friends too......
My friends that i'm was always with....
Is like have thier group of their own.....
For example first group: skating....
I don't even like skating anymore.....
In fact i'm starting to hate it....
Second group: talking about online games
The games that they play are the ones that i don't even play
and if i download it my com will be slower then usual
and it's super slow already.....
Third group: stupid people
Thier english SUCKS and they always act pro.....
and the so called leader of the group.......
is the guy that i taught him how to hook up a girl.....
and now his a filrt.....
last group.... fourth group:nerds side....
I don't even talk to them and.....
They are not even my friends more of a aquaintance.....
and all they talk is crap......
I don't even understand what they talk about
Anyway....
I'm still chatting with bren online.....
It's like 6.16am already....
and we're still goin on chatting....
Later need ask her go sleep....
She need collect report book....
and she has been on the phone.....
For more then 5 hours lah....
Can't belive that she can talk so long....
Anyway....
I'm like bored....
and my parents are goin to wake up soon....
So... Yah...
Got to go!!!
LeGeNdFrEaK
2facedfreak
12:35 PM
Today was my aunt b'day
Then we went to the restruant at around clementi.....
Near tangling secondary school too.....
My sis and Bren's school....
Anyway..... Me and my sis went there first.....
and in end end had to waited.....
But luckly not so long!!!
Haiz then go in lao my mom order until alot sal!!!!
Then eating that time she still go order two more plates of rice sal!!!
Haiz then bo pian...... Have to finish it
Then when my dad reached....
He showed long face as the bus journey was long.....
Haiz then in the end me and my dad had to finish the rest of the things
Aftter that we headed to the former ginza....
They tore it down already
and now dunno what the heck are they buliding
After that we took the bus 189 to head towards bukit batok.....
Then some how around clementi interchange i suddently knocked out.....
Then because the whole back row is me, my sis. my parents and my aunt sat there mah...>br>Then my aunt woke me up.....
After that i poked her...
and she jumped because of shock but it was a small one....
Cause if she jumped damm high....
The bus would have flew.....
Anyway.... we went to swenswens for deserest....
My dad ordered a strawberry milkshake, my sis ordered sticky chewy chocolate my aunt ordered the birthday thing shared with my mom and i had crunchy chocolate....
and the koko cereal... they put as though no need money buy sal.....
and when it mixed with they sticky choclate.... it's kinda harder...
While we are over there....
We talked about the past and things like that.....
Had alot of fun and laughter.....
Haiz miss my old house at ang moh kio!!!>.<
We had alot of fun in that house when we were younger.....
Haiz and after that...
Though of her again
Well after that i tried to enjoyed myself again
and now i trying not to think too much....
Anyway......
Bren's back le.....
Now chatting with her
But then....
DAMM BORED!!!
I think i might be visiting johnson at his work place tomorrow....
Kok loong's house instead
Sain lah!!!!
Going alone
2facedfreak
8:24 AM
Ok.... Today was not boring....
It was Drastictlly BORING!!
Today the only thing i did was....
Put everthing to wash....
and
Hang clothes to dry....
For the stupid prepearation.....
To get rid of the the friggin bedbugs...
Damm sain lah....
The whole day i spent was doing that....
Watchin two of my anime on television....
and
Using the com.....
and even though i used the laptop....
There's nothing to do...
I've already watch finish Ouran High School host club.....
Then... there's this show which i though will be intresting....
Turns out to be utterly boring!!
Then now i'm stuck with nothing to do!!
Anyway.... Just finished checking out photoshop....
and boy it is useless for doin a remix and a slideshow.....
It does not have any songs!!!
and the themes to go along with the slideshow all so lame!!
Haiz damm sain lor...
Dunno what to do sal!!!!
Haiz i think better go sleep bah.....
Got nothing to do also.... and bren also at chatlet then no one to chat with....
Haiz...
SAIN!!!
2facedfreak
11:29 AM
Today as a boring day....
I know what you're all thinking....
Same shit different day.....
Keep complaining but the hoilday.....
Anway today...
My mom keep complain bout the stupid bedbugs....
and that we are suppose to clear everything.....
Haiz damm stupid lor.....
Clear, Clear, Clear....
Now the bloody house look like karang guni house lor!!!
Haiz exepct from that.....
I chatred with bren again....
hmm.... don't think i'll be able to chat with her for a while...
Cause she's goin for a cheallot(anyhow spell ;p)
Then she also said she's goin for breakfast with her sis....
But 3.00 she still haven sleep yet....
Anyway now is 4.41....
and i still haven sleep yet....
I know... 'Pot calling the kettle black"
Well she have a early day tomorrow....
Haiz.... hope i can go out one of this days.....
Oh ya i finished Ouran High Shool Host Club today.....
It was damm nice la....
The last episode was like....
Adventuriose..... then romancatic.....
Damm nice ^^
Anyway today sing yi came online
and managed to asked her what happened on monday.....
Well what happened was that...
They went to holland...
Bought a hamster AND took A picture ONLY!!!
and he call it a date!!!
His kinda useless if you think about it
and i sometime wonder.....
Which part of him does she like about that filrtatious guy.....
But i myself knows the answer....
Herlove for him all covered all his bad points
Her love for him is so real that she's willing to forgive all those things that he has done to break her heart.....
Actually i'm the one who understands her the most....
Cause we both have talked to each another bout our problems....
And our problems are actually much in common....
and we've come to the term of siblings.....
and will lend each another an lisenting ear when needed....
and Princess-chan..... My love for you is true......
and i'm willing to wait for you.....
To give me another chance.....
2facedfreak
12:07 PM
Today was a boring day......
As usual... boring.....
I've been staying at home the whole hoilday lah!!!!
and i don't even know how i survive....
Haiz today chatted with the same few people.....
and made qi hui angry...... or some thing.....
I apologise....
I did'nt know you did'nt tell anyone else....
I apologise again.....
Haiz.. hoilday..... si bei sain....
Can die lor.....
Haiz.... finished watch fruit basket like a week ago...
Now hunting down ouran high school host club.....
For your information.....
Now is 4.03 in the morning.....
I've been chatting onlin with my primary school friend.....
For like hours....
Everyday!!
But today was kinda different.....
Today me and Brenda was like chatting bout each of everything....
Bout how we look like now....
Bout our primary school friends....
Bout meet up....
Bout music.....
Bout our current lives....
Bout our current friends....
Haiz.... quite happy also...
and she like never change leh.....
In her picture she say fat lao but then....
When i see is like....
She's still slim and chio lor....
She is like in my sister school so it's kinda more easy to chat with her....
Yah just now go drink water my stupid dog was like barking!!
Woke my dad up!!
Kena from him lor....
He say so late lao don't want to sleep ah
then i was like ok.....
But then now like 1hour pass lao...
haiz.... sain lor....
Suppositly stayed up to wait for sing yi come online de....
But then wait until now she still haven come online...
So i guess it'll have to wait till tomorrow....
Lol me and brenda promised on something...
To work on our grades and do our best...
and every semester tell each other our grades..
lol.... funny sal....
Haiz.... anyway.....
Will and deffiantly keep the promise de....
and now is 4.33
Bren just went off.....
and she said a sentence...
"DONT let the bedbugs bite!"....
Lol she's trying to be funny lor....
anyway... someone just opened my room door.....
Can't even see who that person is sal...
anyway... i think it's late le.... going to sleep ^^
2facedfreak
11:55 AM
Haiz.... I just realize some thing..........
I'm like my friggin class psycitrist....
Haiz.... another one of my friend talking me bout relationship again.....
I think there's a total of 5 lor.......
Then his now starting to think negitive lao...
ok if you're reading this....
NEGITIVE IS MY THING!!! DON'T COPY!!!
Ok back to proper stuff....
Hey tell you this lah....
If you like her....
You won't give up so easily....
and when you have the chance take it.....
treasure the chance that you have....
Cause it does not happen everytime....
and if you won't want to take the initiative
You'll definitely lose out in the relationship....
and if you don't try you'll never know the results....
and the out come will not be as you expected it to be
and you shold pick up your courage and try your best....
and even if she like someone else....
Who can give her the happyness that you can't give......
Don't hate her....
Love her as she found her true happyness....
and when she's in time of need....
For example
A time which she need comfort and need a shoulder to cry upon....
Offer it and be the for her....
Be her lisenting ear.....
and comfort her with those encouraging words....
and tell her that she still have other's who still love her
and will still be worried for her.....
and most defiantly won't want to see her like this in pain.....
and you'll wish her happyness.....
Even if it's not you she's sharing her happyness with....
Everything written here was from my heart......
and deep down inside.....
I'm feeling miserible.....
For saying all those stupid things which you hate when we were together.....
and i just wanna apologise....
and i know i'm not really good with word so here it goes:
I really do hope you'll give me a sceond chance....
and even if you don't
I'll still be happy for you as long as you are....
Signing off.....
LeGeNdFrEaK
2facedfreak
10:28 AM
Happy b'lated birthday Johnson!
You're one more year older....
And we left one more year to finish secondary school....
Any plans on what course to take??
Anyway....
I'm bored....
I'm currently watching two anime...
Firstly is Fruits Basket...
A story of a certain family who has a curse....
and when ever a opposite sex hugs that person with the curse....
That person will transform into....
1 of the 12 animals from the chinese zodiac...
But this has a cat in it from a myth.....
That the cat was suppose to be together with the 12 but was tricked....
Anyway...
Thiers one guy whoses very popular in school...
And he has that curse....
But then he meets a girl whoses also in thier school...
And allow her to stay in thier house(part of the family of the curse)......
And now she has found out bout the serect and all of thier life are gonna change........
And the other show is
Ouran high school host club....
It's bout this poor girl who is very smart....
and look very tomboyish....
And was allowed to study in the school....
Where all the people are rich.....
But well she's poor and have to pay the school fees through her scholarships.....
And well one day she acidentally broke a vase...
Which belongs to this host club and they wanted her to pay 8million yen for breaking it....
As she is poor and has no money....
She has to work in the host club and pay them of with the money...
And there and then a story of a romance came upon....
Well neither of them is currently working.....
And i have nothing to do...
and i'm just bored....
Everyone in my house is already sleeping...
And i'm not even tired yet....
haiz.... damm sain...
Very sain of alot of things....
Very sain of playing basket ball....
Very sain of skating....
Very sain of life....
Very sain of my sorrowful and painful life...
I know saying this kind of stuff makes people call me EMO....
But i can't help it but think this way....
I can't accept the fact that people around me is like happy....
And thier like enjoying thier life.....
But for me... even though i smile or laugh....
Thier thought which are making me feel sad inside....
But to not make anyone worry....
I had to keep that forced smile or keep laughing...
And just when i thought life has change it's course and will be better....
I got another setback in my life.....
And it's not that i don't want to forget bout that...
But it's just that i can't....
For once i took something seriously
and just when i thought everything will turn out to be fine....
I got this huge/major setback....
Well i hope i can carry on with life....
And i really hope i won't seal all thought feelings/emotions like....
Kindness, thoughtfullness, gentleness and joyious
Like i did once....
Well life is not like a bed of roses....
And i'll have to try to live it....
Even if i have no choise and to seal all those feelings/emotions
Well princess....
I've decided....
To wait for you....
For my second chance....
2facedfreak
8:41 AM
Ok... Today... is super BORING
I'm like doin nothing now....
Cause i watched finish tsubassa chronicles
and
Naruto shippuden 33 and bleach 147
Not yet come out!!
It's like SO long....
and not just that....
My brother stead introduced me to a show called
Fruit basket...
Which i watch till episode two....
Lagged my com....
Until i had to restart it!!!
and the Ouran high school host club...
None of the episodes are working...
Except episode one....
and most of the video website... Either...
Don't have and anyhow give others.... or
It has been licensed
The samurai X which is also called Rurouni Kenshin...
The sound thing got problem...
Graphics also sucks!!
Then inuyasha the episodes inbetween...
Cannot watch then if i skip i won't know what's goin on....
And if i go other website it'll also be licensed... or
Cannot find the proper 1...
and worse of all
DragonBall, DragonBallZ, DragonBallGT
All also either licensed or cannot find!!
Haiz then now....
No show watch le...
Damm sian...
I know two very nice shows to watch....
They are...
Tsubasa chronicles first movie : Tsubasa Tokyo Revelations
and
Naruto shippuden only move-It has now name just naruto shippuden(movie)
Yah i've read the plot and it is damm nice!!
Haiz...
Now damm bored...
Then my friends also not replying when i talk to them...
Anyway now i'm finding new shows...
In a web which
Tells you the plot of any anime.....
Hope can find one nice show to watch...
And...... Well....
Bout my Princess situation....
Well i've decided...
That as long as she is happy...
I'll be...
and that...
If she wants to patch....
I'll be most willing to...
And i've realised....
That i'm starting to change....
Even the way i talk...
Well...
Maybe only now...
My mind will lisent to her advice....
To change myself to be a better person.... ^^
2facedfreak
10:30 AM
Ok...
Now is 5.10 in the morning...
And i've not slept a wink.....
Could'nt sleep at all...
Well as i said just a few hours ago...
That i dunno if i should talk to the princess.....
Well i did....
But.... even though she talks to me....
She said alot of things which hurts my heart.......
She said she don't like me.....
And that she would not want to go to a relationship with a one-sided love thing.....
After that... she also said.....
some one whom i know asked her out on a date!!
And she just simply told me that...
And i was like... thinking....
She never liked that person's type....
Since she never liked my negitive side....
Which is somewhat like marc.....
And i think that it's a lie....
Making me feel more hurt.....
So that i can hate her...
But now i'm confused....
Wether what she said was real or not....
And the fact is that i stll really LOVE her alot....
And i'm not gonna care whats others think of it....
But i think i'll never have a chance.....
A chance to patch back with her....
To get back my memerious back.....
To be with her and enjoy living....
And to finally feeling that life had alittle worth....
Anyway.....
Even if she likes marc....
I can't stop her can'nt i.....
Cause i love her and just want her to be happy.....
And as long as she's happy i'm happy....
Well hopefully...
2facedfreak
2:10 PM
Today was the last day of cat. class ....
SO SAD!!!! T_T
Gonna miss the class....
And my friends there like....
Katrina, Alyssa, Melissa, Grace, Florence, Michelle, Shen fye, Luke, both Justins, Leon, marvin, Marcus, Jerome, Shanan, Kristian, Theodore(but can see him in school next year).....
and more....
Haiz so sad......
It's over!!
And today celebrating my brother birthday.....
Grandmother irritating me!!!....
and now my princess is online.....
Dunno if i should talk to her.....
Cause she might still be angry with me or hate me....
Haiz today is a happy/sad occation...
This afternoon was just thinking of her....
Then now not sure if i should talk to her....
Well try to enjoy mah self lar since it's suppositly my brother b'day so.... ya...
2facedfreak
4:34 AM
