Thursday, November 8, 2007
Happy b'lated birthday Johnson!
You're one more year older....
And we left one more year to finish secondary school....
Any plans on what course to take??
Anyway....
I'm bored....
I'm currently watching two anime...
Firstly is Fruits Basket...
A story of a certain family who has a curse....
and when ever a opposite sex hugs that person with the curse....
That person will transform into....
1 of the 12 animals from the chinese zodiac...
But this has a cat in it from a myth.....
That the cat was suppose to be together with the 12 but was tricked....
Anyway...
Thiers one guy whoses very popular in school...
And he has that curse....
But then he meets a girl whoses also in thier school...
And allow her to stay in thier house(part of the family of the curse)......
And now she has found out bout the serect and all of thier life are gonna change........
And the other show is
Ouran high school host club....
It's bout this poor girl who is very smart....
and look very tomboyish....
And was allowed to study in the school....
Where all the people are rich.....
But well she's poor and have to pay the school fees through her scholarships.....
And well one day she acidentally broke a vase...
Which belongs to this host club and they wanted her to pay 8million yen for breaking it....
As she is poor and has no money....
She has to work in the host club and pay them of with the money...
And there and then a story of a romance came upon....
Well neither of them is currently working.....
And i have nothing to do...
and i'm just bored....
Everyone in my house is already sleeping...
And i'm not even tired yet....
haiz.... damm sain...
Very sain of alot of things....
Very sain of playing basket ball....
Very sain of skating....
Very sain of life....
Very sain of my sorrowful and painful life...
I know saying this kind of stuff makes people call me EMO....
But i can't help it but think this way....
I can't accept the fact that people around me is like happy....
And thier like enjoying thier life.....
But for me... even though i smile or laugh....
Thier thought which are making me feel sad inside....
But to not make anyone worry....
I had to keep that forced smile or keep laughing...
And just when i thought life has change it's course and will be better....
I got another setback in my life.....
And it's not that i don't want to forget bout that...
But it's just that i can't....
For once i took something seriously
and just when i thought everything will turn out to be fine....
I got this huge/major setback....
Well i hope i can carry on with life....
And i really hope i won't seal all thought feelings/emotions like....
Kindness, thoughtfullness, gentleness and joyious
Like i did once....
Well life is not like a bed of roses....
And i'll have to try to live it....
Even if i have no choise and to seal all those feelings/emotions
Well princess....
I've decided....
To wait for you....
For my second chance....
2facedfreak