Saturday, November 3, 2007
Ok...
Now is 5.10 in the morning...
And i've not slept a wink.....
Could'nt sleep at all...
Well as i said just a few hours ago...
That i dunno if i should talk to the princess.....
Well i did....
But.... even though she talks to me....
She said alot of things which hurts my heart.......
She said she don't like me.....
And that she would not want to go to a relationship with a one-sided love thing.....
After that... she also said.....
some one whom i know asked her out on a date!!
And she just simply told me that...
And i was like... thinking....
She never liked that person's type....
Since she never liked my negitive side....
Which is somewhat like marc.....
And i think that it's a lie....
Making me feel more hurt.....
So that i can hate her...
But now i'm confused....
Wether what she said was real or not....
And the fact is that i stll really LOVE her alot....
And i'm not gonna care whats others think of it....
But i think i'll never have a chance.....
A chance to patch back with her....
To get back my memerious back.....
To be with her and enjoy living....
And to finally feeling that life had alittle worth....
Anyway.....
Even if she likes marc....
I can't stop her can'nt i.....
Cause i love her and just want her to be happy.....
And as long as she's happy i'm happy....
Well hopefully...
2facedfreak