Saturday, December 29, 2007
I don't know why....
But ever since the chalet...
Even thought it's just one day...
I've been feeling pissed off....
and I'm easliy pissed off now....
and feeling troubled...
and I myself dunno why...
Maybe it's just me...
or i might be losing control of myself....
and...
I might be goin crazy...
I can't take it!!!
I have no idea what's goin on in my head...
I really wish i could end my misery....
I doubt i have the willpower to live anymore....
I just don't know what up with me!!
Maybe I'm thinking too much...
I've been seeing things
And not only that...
Hearing things too...
I hope it's just my imagination...
Or....
Maybe I really can't accept it...
But i really wish....
That we could be together again.....
To start anew....
But I know that this can't be forced....
I know it's not possible anymore.....
But I really do like you and i miss you....
When you left,
You took a piece of me.
I constantly find myself
Down on bended knee.
I think of you,
Every night and day,
Hoping for another chance.
And I'm afraid to think,
You're seeing someone.
I love you dearly,
And I wish you could see,
What in the world,
You're meant to me.
2facedfreak