Today went to school as per normal. But one bad thing.
It Rained. Almost was late. Damm sian.
Had chapel. Tried to stay awake lah. Suddenly slept.
Chinese. Tried to sleep. Could'nt.
In the end teacher keep forcing to read the text book.
After that P.E. Had to run abit. Leg still pain nia!!!
I heck run only!!! Then after that play badminton.
Recess. Boring. Ronald talk bout perverted stuff only.
CPA. Went there to start coursework. Anyhow write only nia me.
After that went for health screening. WTF lah. I'm 168 only lah!!!
So short can!!!! Fuck lah!!! Went back to CPA after that.
Did coursework again. Left early because have the samakao trip.
Dunno why but suddently lead the class in some parts.
During the trip there. Did stupid things. Went there already.
Still have to use brains lah. Have the dunno what activity de.
Not let the egg crack shit stuff. Eliz that group do until so long.
In the end also break. Aloy, Yun, Sian and me. Last minute do de lor.
Then the egg never break. ^^. Did alot of stupid stuff after that.
Played pepsi cola but Clifford spoil game. Make Marilyn lag sprain.
During bus journey back to school. Keep taking video.
After that BasketBalled. Went home.
The memory of sec1
2facedfreak
5:19 AM
Today was a boring day. Did nothing much. The usual lessons.
Super boring lah. First period, Science. Did a stupid worksheet.
Luckly studied the book already. Could do some of the questions.
CPA, Find pictures, Did other things.
Chinese, studied Japanese instead of Chinese.
Recess suppose to find Ariel, he wanted to talk to me.
Could'nt find him, went to English. Mr Ow asked me to go take the newspaper.
Went down took it went up. That beaver seems angry today,
Keep scolding us. After that Science again. Damm sian lor!!!!
Haiz. Tried to stay awake in class but started talking instead.
The weirdest thing is that. The two Chairmans were at thier seat talking.
Then Bianca told the class to keep quiet but then,
She continued talking to Aloy. Wa damm stupid lah.
Life Skills, today did not have a intrest in doin anythin.
Did my own thing in the corner. Also sian de lor.
After school went Muzz house to watch our skate video.
The skate video is bout our past and our current videos.
Wa watch lao feel so imspired to skate after that.
Eh. Suppose to go for Drama de. But....
Went to play basket ball and soccer. Did'nt really played much.
Went home quite early. Haiz. Damm sian today.
2facedfreak
5:09 AM
Today went to skate. Went there late. But in the end reached citylink earlyer.
Keep changing skate area. But they succesfully made the skate video.
I tried to do my finger/self Filp. The first time i did it. Failed.
Crashed land on the floor. Deck also hit my leg. Damm Pain.
Leg could'nt move for awhile after that. After leg recovered went on the tried again.
Still can't really do it right. Last time can do better. Now keep bailing.
Took some pictures also. After skating. Followed Johnson and the rest to the lan shop.
On the way home saw aloy and michelle. I think thier together already. Heck lah.....
Went home late. Got scolded. Heck them. Went to my room. Leg started to hurt again.
Bathed, Eat, Smsed for awhile cause could'nt use the com. Then went to sleep
Focus!!
Bailed
Did'nt filp it properly
If only i could caveman properly
2facedfreak
1:08 AM
I haven't been home for a while
I'm sure everything's the same
Mom and Dad both in denial
And only chuck to take the blame
Sorry, Mom, but I don't miss you
Father's no name you deserve
I'm just a kid with no ambitions
Wouldn't come home for the world
Never know what I've become
The king of all that's said and done
The forgotten son
This city's buried in defeat
I walk along these no-name streets
Wave goodbye to home
As I fall...
At the dead-end I begin
To burn a bridge of innocence
Satisfaction guaranteed
A pillow-weight catastrophe
Our own mission nowhere bound
Inhibitions underground
A shallow grave I
Have dug all by myself
And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong
All innocence is long gone
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief
Where I belong
A walking disaster
The son of all bastards
You regret you made me
It's too late to save me
(You regret you made me
It's too late to save me)
As far as I can tell
It's just voices in my head
Am I talking to myself?
'Cause I don't know what I just said
(And she said)
As far as where I fell
Maybe I'm better off dead
Am I at the end of nowhere
Is this as good as it gets?
And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong
All innocence is long gone
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief
Where I belong
A walking disaster
The son of all bastards
You regret you made me
It's too late to save me
(To save me, to save me, to save me, ...)
To save me, to save me, to save me, to save me
And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong
All innocence is long gone
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief
Where I belong
A walking disaster
The son of all bastards
You regret you made me
It's too late to save me
I will be home in a while
You don't have to say a word
I can't wait to see you smile
Wouldn't miss it for the world
I will be home in a while
You don't have to say a word
I can't wait to see you smile
Wouldn't miss it for the world'
2facedfreak
12:43 AM
Today Friday. Boring day. First half-an-hour of maths no need go.
School had the stupid N.E Mation voting thing in the hall. Took some time.
Maths, sort out evey thing. But then i lost my file!!! My paper all inside!!
Then after that english. Mr Ow started talking okay. Then for some reason,
He started sounding serious. But my group still talked thier own things.
Mr Ow let us of early, Started talking and walking around then saw Ralene.
After that DNT. Had to keep drawing for the lesson. Damm bored.
Recess. Did'nt know ralene was there till she purposly bump me.
Before that, Talked to Firhard. He asked me to help to plan for the finance for Drama.
So after recess, DNT all the way!!! Damm boring lah!! But i cheated.
Lisented to music while i did my work. But at the end of DNT,
Helped that square top ask people keep quiet but he did'nt appriciate it.
Say me lor. Fucked up idiot. After school went to courtyard.
Did maths homework. Did'nt know how to do 2K. But Eliz knows.
Feel damm dumb. Messaged Cherilyn and told her bout Firhard thing.
Waited for them to come. But when they reached,
Aloysius asked to follow him up to meet his Michelle.
Damm Fucked up one lor. He say he don't like her. BUT!!!!!
His actions and everything proves that he does like her lah!!
Then WTF lah.... Aiyah Fuck care him lah....
So when reached up he did'nt say anything lao cause she was seating so far to the end.
But Ralene was near the window. Waved to her then she ask me if i could get her somthing.
Accpted and wanted to head over but forgot what she wanted.
Went back to courtyard. Called her. Asked. Went off after that dog changed.
Bought the thing and headed back. Passed the thing to Ralene and left.
On my way down heared someone call my name. If i'm not wrong was hearing stuff.
So went down. The dog went for NCC. I stayed and disscuss bout the Drama thing.
After disscussion went to dover. Called every one. No one picked up.
Execpt Johnson. Then called Yun again. He said he went back school.
But I just came out!! Waited for him at han ling. When he came back he called me.
Called johnson told him i'll be comin up to take to ball.
Johnson sis opened the door and passed to me. Thanked her and went off.
Went to play alone and then the rest came. Slacked and did'nt want to play cause alot of people.
Forgot what happened in between. But my lense was hurting me.
Took it off and rub my eye alittle and saw a small stain of blood on my shirt.
My vision started to blured after that. But still played. Sucked even more.
When over to yun side to see what's happening. The people they were playing with were Japs.
They were lauging at the way they talked and tried to communicate with them in english.
Talked to them i little in Jap. They were surprised that i could speak Jap.
After playing with them. We were goin to leave. Dog came to dover.
Said don't know what shit. But at han ling he say some NCC people needed to stay back.
BUT saw him walking out of school talkin all that with Michelle.
Decided to Fuck care him lao. Now Qy keeps giving me pressure!!
Skating 30sec clip and B'Ball compi. Damm stressed this few weeks lah.
Headache coming back again. Eye damm pain!!!
Fuck lah!!!!
I realise that everyone is improving execpt for me. How usless am I becoming??
2facedfreak
6:00 AM
Wa kiao... This few days had to do the class thing....
Damm sian de lor.... Have to come out with a proposal soon!!
Haiz... Then additional problems here and there....
Skaters are pressuring me for the 30sec clip....
School have alot of things cannot understand....
Home have some other shit also....
I think i might be liking someone but i'm also not sure!!!
Haiz... Damm Shit lah this life....
Haiz... Have to planned the hunted house thing today...
But free period the first one before recess.... Tried to catch up with my studys.....
But fucking hell!!! What Mrs Ho teaching and what is in the textbook....
Not the same one lor!!!!! But then did not have mood....
Aloysuis checked my wallet!!! Never even ask me first lor!!!
Then you go check everything the pester me after that...
That stupid DOG!!! After that... The Stupid class did something....
That cause the LT to short circuit.... Then when i tried to help to do something....
Kena talk back.... I was so fuckin angry can.... Maintain my anger...
Planned and told teacher what i was goin to do.... Had the permission to go GO...
Reported.... Then went to vet my anger.... Then after that...
Waited and explained and helped with the things...
Then after that... Had the disscussion bout the class things....
But then... Ghim peng and kai siang zhao...
Damm du lan at that time lah..... Started shouting at them...
When to class.... don't want eliz and the rest to start pestering me with question....
So put on a fake expression..... All the way until home....
Damm pissed off.... Played basketball before that......
Then before that Delia ask me watch match with them...
Sat at aldersgate there.... Did'nt want the rest to be suspisius....
I don't understand why our class people hates Ralene so much....
The past the past what.... Damm bullshit lah....
I also not sure wether i do like Ralene or Delia or neither...
So it's like confused... Then now Qiyun Pressuring me....
Basketball tournment.... and i hope i also can help Johnson also...
Haiz... Fucked up life....
2facedfreak
5:22 AM
Today was class outing. But some people did'nt go. Suppose to go Skate.
Did'nt go. Blister. Went to meet Johnson they all first.
But in the end. They wanted to buy things. Walked so much.
Blister hurts alot!!! Haiz walk with them only. Reached Bowling alley late.
Did'nt really play at first. Then helped people towards the end.
Started with mellisa de. Go inside gutter. Did'nt play her game anymore.
Played Muzz de. Hit three i think. After that helped Josiah. Got into gutter at first.
But then when play again, Hit 9 out of ten pins. Stupid lah. Last pin keep shaking.
If not strike lao. Eliz forced me take a picture. smiling lah. Damm difficult lor.
Went of to the stairs there. Suppose to take class photo. In the end,
The stupid guy we ask to take photo, the friend there. Damm extra can!!
So went to sit at the dunno what shop there de. Suppose to eat de.
No one was hungry. Stayed there to talked. But me and yun went to disturb the chinese people singin song.
Damm funny lor. We keep singin other lyrics. Went back. Slack all the way cause leg hurting.
So after Mrs Ho and Mr Tan left, we decided to go some where.
Some say go here some say go there. In the end. All go same place.
Walked damm slow, leg and ankle pain. Was talkin to Cliffy all the way.
Complained when had stairs. But made it there. Sit outside the shop and wait.
After that went to bus stop. Naka, Muzz, Josiah, Bianca and Gan went home.
Me, Eliz, Sya, Yun, Aloy, Mar and John left. Had to decide where to go.
Then headed to Queensway shopping Centre. Johnson get shoes.
After that went for Dinner. and went home.
Cliffy finally goin out with our group!!!
P.S: Eliz anything can find Aloysuis de xP or else I can try help you but i won't be as good as aloy in advices
2facedfreak
7:56 AM
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2facedfreak
6:48 AM
Today all four class commitity did'nt come. Me, Syafiqah and Tzefook took over.
But I came late. Had the stupid firedrill. Waste time only.
So after that headed to DNT. Choing all the things that I've not yet done.
Got a freakin 15/25. That stupid Naka got highest.
After school went to Naka house for awhile. His computer super slow!!
So after that went for detention. Sat the the sky bridge again.
Did my work till Jun Weng and the rest came.
Started to say things bout NCC cause of one stupid senior.
Act only that guy. Then after we shouted dunno who said "Yes Sir"
The the fat senior not happy keep saying "That idiot not happy come down lah"
So we heck but he still keep saying. So shouted back "Sec2 shout and run lor"
So after that Mr Tan and Mr Lim came. Faster act kuai. Fake do work.
So after signing out of detention, went and insult the NCC guy again.
But after that went locker and met Jason, Johnathan and Christain.
Took Johnathan's ipod and pretend to run away. He chased.
Passed it to Christian who pass it to Jerrell cause he know he cannot run.
Then Johnathan keep checkin me cause he choose to belive Christian instead of me.
So went to meet Johnson and the rest. He came after askin again.
Then used his body weight to pin me down. After getting up, got pissed of.
Pushed him to the carpark the road there then went to meet the rest.
He called me after that, Threaten to call police all that shit. Started scolding him.
Put down the phone and think it through. Then i notcie he was CRYING.
AGAIN!!! He like one sissy lah. So fast cry de. So heck after that. Saw him walkin out of school.
Went back to school to refill water. Saw Christain and the rest told them he was crying.
They said return lao and know that crying. Stupid lor. Went refill water went back to johnson they all.
Packed my stuffs. Headed to dover. Played basketball. Felt leg pain.
Checked nothing at first. Played again. Super pain. Checked. The blister skin came out.
I was like oh shit. Could'nt really walk after that. Borrowed Marilyn's slipper and shoebag.
Struggle home. Leg super pain. Brother wants to cut the skin. Damm bored.
Haiz alot of homework also. DNT, Maths(cannot do some sums one lor) and english(was not lisenting again).
Fucked up year.
Life will never turn for the better
2facedfreak
8:51 AM
Happy Valentine's Day everyone.
Started with my day talkin bout goin to NA and things like that to Alson.
Then reached school. Sat there for awhile,
Followed Aloysuis to take and pass things to his new Beau........
So after that went to class. Mrs Ho seem pissed of today.
But no one really cared and talked in thier own group.
While goin for English saw ralene and passed her her valentine day present.
English was kinda boring. Did'nt hear what Mr Ow was saying.
Science, Class was planning what to do on Saturday and during the funfair.
Got selected THANKS TO ALOYSIUS!!!! Haiz.... More work T.T
So P.E got pissed of..... Heck that fucking people lao.....
Recess did'nt eat again.... Not much appitite dunno why also.
So Maths. Had to sit with Gan. Did'nt bring Textbook. Got scolded.
So after that DNT. Did'nt know what Mr choy talking about also.
After that Fairsian Connect. Kena sabo to set with Cliffy
Talk alot of lame shit with him. So After school went locker to take book for homework.
Keep changin book that i keep in my bag. In the end everything remain the same.
Saw ralene after school. Surprised that she so fast wear the necklace.
Only extra maths textbook. So after that went to dover. Wanted to play basketball.
Saw the DM. Faster stopped playing. Did'nt use my P.E shirt out.
So after that went back for drama. Kinda had fun there.
Passed Delia her V'day thing also. So after drama went to meet the guys.
Played awhile. Started talking bout the Necklace that we get.
So after that we went home. Tried to get rid of the nail polish Eliz put on me.
Now half of it left..... No nail polish remover. Haiz sain.... Forgot how to do Maths.
DNT still have ALOT!!!!! Plus a new DNT work the Design Brief..... Haiz Die lao
Argh!! Stress!!
Come to think of it today kinda Brain-Dead
2facedfreak
5:15 AM
Today was the first day of school after chinese new year.
Started the day normally during class and as usual,
don't know what Mrs Ho is talking about.
When chinese class started, did'nt feel sleeply
So chatted with Qi yun-kun and David Gan,
Bout our plan for the skate outing at the end of the year.
So after that during recess did'nt eat much saw Delia
Talk to her for awhile and then went to class.
English was kind of boring. After that was science AGAIN!!!
Boring lah!!! After that Lifeskills. Was something bout,
Wedding and Commitment. But me and Clifford was talking bout funeral.
After that Mrs Ho asked me and Clifford bout which part was about commitment.
So started talking alot of crap and after that had to day it to the class.
After school, helped Naka to bring the things up to his house.
So after that went back to school saw Delia again so started helping her to sell her class thing.
Started asking people i know to buy and then Nikki came down.
Talked to him from then on but they(Delia and her friends) started to play with the chocolate.
Had to bath after that. So after bathing help them mop the floor.
Went for Drama after that but went off to watch the soccer match.
Went to dover after the soccer match and drama,
Played a match with Vincent, Qi yun-kun, Tze fook, Zhi Sian and Damia.
Lost the match and went home. On the way home,
Had the stupid headache and had to appitite to eat.
I guess tomorrow after runnin I'll vomit.
2facedfreak
4:16 AM
Been quite long since i last blog. But still, dunno what to blog about.Anyway this was what happenedSchool was celebrating chinese new year.Our class were given the theme INDIAN to decorate the class.5th Feb: went to Muzzamel house to borrow and try out the enthic costume.After that went back to school to get started on doin the class room.6th feb: Had the celebration in school. But during morning assembly aloysius sabo me to go take the orange for the teachers. Went in and could'nt come out. Was spending most of the time outside the hall with guo tong and another guy. Went back to class after passing the teachers the orange. On the way to the class room keep taking the what ever thing malay wear on the head (not being racist just dunno what is it called) from Damia. After that called him extra cause he was not wearing any enthic costume. Went to class and continued drawing the thing on the floor. Had to light up the candles after that and had to rehang the thing that they put the the wall, the whole thing fell!! Then while doin it ask Zhi Sian to hold it up he burn the bloody thing instead!!! So after that stayed with Muzzamel until the judges came. Did'nt know what to say so started talking rubbish until naka cam to finish it. Started walking around after that. Before leaving school and before clearing up, took a class photo and other pictures too. After that came home to a horrible situation at home but settled.Did nothing much for the rest of the days....
Damm can't smile at all
2facedfreak
10:13 AM
Damm can't smile at all