Today had to wash my lense new way cause the optician was scolding. So had to wash it the new way. Not used to it but still... Left house early and went to school. Was super sleepy.. Guessed because I watched "Human Weapons" that's why. Trying to master one of their moves that I saw last Thursday. But still suck cause my leg like no strength one. For my fighting, I feel like just fighting with my legs and not use my hands. That's why I have been trying to fight with my legs, Till I saw Human Weapons which I saw a really cool technique. So been trying to master that. Realize that my speed and strength are not there at all. Anyway, been tired because after watching it, I'll get too hyped up and want to master technique. So forced myself to school. Was sleeping before the assembly started. So after that assembly, Didn't really talk much cause The guys was talking about stuff that I was not interested in doing with them. So was staring at the wall at the DNT area. Almost fell asleep again but suddenly feel as though there's movement. So looked over to the side and saw Mrs. Tan the former Miss Liang, Calling me. She asked me to do the "I Share" thing with Tiffany. So I was like declining all the way. Don't know what and why made me suddenly agree to do the "I share" thing. After that she went to talk to Tiffany, she wanted to change and don't be the one to say. I guess it's because of her phobia thing. So after talking abut some stuff, National Anthem was about to start. Had to go back to our place. After national anthem, both of us talked awhile. Left right after that. Was complaining to Marilyn that this wasn't my day today. So had Science, lessons have not yet started and Owyong Called Clifford out and talked to him Cause he was seating on the table and talking to us. So after that normal lesson started and everyone was super bored. After that was CPA, I seriously think I'm having lack of sleep Cause I could not do my work as fast as I use to. After that Chinese, tried my best to listen but fell asleep. Was sleeping throughout the whole lesson. Picky Wong woke me up two times though, but fell back asleep almost instantly. So recess didn't really do anything, went for DNT straight. Was doing my work all the way till I don't know what to do. So was like walking around and talking plus playing around. Spoiled one work bench and broke the rest of the three woods that I was playing with. So after DNT was life skills, It changed to Science because no one was prepared. So had a bring half-an-hour of Science. The next half-an-hour, Mrs Ho had to go out and do some thing. So the new teacher took over. She introduced her self and we were suppose to Plan our thing for the Service Learning thing. In the end, the whole class fooled around and I was disturbing the teacher. After she found out that I'm Chinese and have a lot of Mixed blood in me, She commented about something that I felt was super weird. So after that we left. Headed straight home cause don't know what to do. After reaching Clementi and boarded the bus. I received a call from Amber. Was talking to her the whole journey and listening to her complain about her Oral. When she put down the phone, I reached my stop. So it was like just nice... Walked home and was locked out of the house. Realized that I forgot my keys =.=" Sat outside till I slept. My sis woke me up and we went in. Choing-ed the computer and went to study for awhile. Lazy to study now that's why I'm blogging and the channel8 7pm show looks super nice. So I don't think I'm studying anymore for today, Anyway even if I study, I'll just be scribbling the freaking note book. ARGH!!!! I TOMORROW DON'T WANT TO GO SCHOOL!!! HAVE TO WORK ON THE FREAKING SCRIPT FOR THE 'I share' THING!!! ARGH!!!! WHY WAS I CHOSEN!!! SWUAY ONE LOR!!! Sigh... I guess if I skip tomorrow I'll have to skip on Wednesday also... 2facedfreak
3:53 AM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Yesterday met the guys under Qi yun's block at 12. Reached there like ten minutes earlier. Skate under the block by my self. Then rested awhile till Zhi Sian came. Went to skate again. Rested again and David came. Continued skating till Qi Yun came. Bused to Dover and waited for Naka. Stupid Gan was skating at the top. Lucky the people didn't come up. When Naka came, Me and Gan was shouting his name. Everyone was like looking cause the train was only about to leave the station. So after that trained to Bedok. Was a long way was taking pictures and talking all the way. At bedok, we hardly skate cause it was too hot. So went for lunch and found this long stairs tried it once. After trying it once then went for lunch. So after lunch we went back to the skate park. So skate and slack again cause the weather was still super hot. So when we decided to go off, we left and was the the stairs there again. Played there and took videos also. So after taking finish every thing. We left and went to east coast. Met Ronald and Kok Loong at Mac's. So I walked back with Kok Loong and wanted to find the pit first. So went forward with Kai Siang. In the end cause bikes are faster than skateboards. I continued skating. Lucky met Clifford. Then went to the pit with him. Started walking around the sand with David and Naka. After that got a call from Josiah. Saying Marilyn needs help with the things. Almost wanting to go, Met Hong Wei and Zhi Sian. Asked them along. Halfway to Mac's, Got a call saying don't need to go there already. So we were like WTH!!! But in the end I continue skating while Zhi Sian, Naka and Hong wei was cycling. Went all the way to the Chalet there. Then we turned back cause we needed to check what time to return the bike. Naka helped Zhi Sian make the bike to the fastest and both of them choing forward. I was like WTF!! So tried to choing as fast as I can. Lucky Hong Wei waited for me. Then some where near the Mac's there, we saw Naka and Zhi Sian. Zhi Sian flew off his bike cause of someone blocking him I think. Then after that both of them choing off again. Got a call from Kok Loong. He said he saw us or something. Walked back with Kok Loong, Jowin & Melissa. Hong Wei cycle back first.So after that sat the the beach area there and thought about stuffs. Forgot who kept asking me why so EMO. So I was like I'm like that. So after that moved our thing to the other table and started eating and chatting around. When wanting to leave, Johnson's wallet was not there. So keep finding and finding but still can't find. He was also cursing all the way. So when we finally left and halfway to the Mac's, Elizabeth called and said she had the wallet. So we were like WTH. So after meeting up with Qi Yun at the front Johnson told him but the wallet thing, Then the guys all choing to don't know where. Zhi Sian came back and walked with us. So was at the Mac's when we called the guys. They said they were at Macs but couldn't find them So told them to meet us at the skate through that side. In the end they said meet at the underpass. Met them and walked together this time. Josiah was pushing his bike while sitting on it and Kok Loong was seating behind him. Then this two old couple was saying "boy you didn't see not cycling here is it!?" Josiah was like "I'm pushing the bike not cycling." Then Josiah went in front first. The because there's this old man cycling there. The couple was like "Blind old man" "Brute old man" and things like that. I was like you all so old already bother so much for what. Also won't hit you. So went to buy drinks and waited for 196 at the bus stop. Forgot I left my wallet on top of my bag then when the bus came I just walk there. Lucky Gan said "Oi your wallet luh!!" I was like "oh shit!!" So in the bus we all did alot of things. From taking pictures to talking, To fooling around to joking. We were Joking most of the time and it was a great time. Stopped at Holland and waited for cab but there was no freaking cab at all luh!! Bus-ed to clementi and took a cab. I stopped at pandan there. In the cab, the meter started at 10.40 We were like is it wrong or is it we both too tired already. So asked the taxi driver and than got the correct amount that is suppose to have. Waited for bus at the bus stop for quite long so was super bored. In the bus was sleeping. My stupid gate was pissing me off cause No matter how many times or which direction I turn it, It won't open luh!! I had to use speed and strength then it open. Damm stupid. Took out my lense and slept straight away. Was took tired already cause those few days not sleeping properly.
Pictures & Videos of the day
Random Shots on the way to Bedok Argh!! FATS Difference between normal face and Zhi Sian's face Random shot: Nakapragash
Random shot: David Gan Looks damm gay
Random shot: Zhi Sian Act cool only
Random shot: Qi Yun Hipster boy
Negative shot: Nakapragash No offence but cannot really see anything
Tricks of the day Uh... Kick flip? Uh... 3Flip??
On the way Home
We had nothing to do in the bus so we were talking about So many stuff and was laughing about it. There was one part where Hong Wei did the Under Taker the thing It's super funny Naka also tried it!
Naka's Under taker
Hong Wei's Under Taker
Before we were joking in the bus, we were all still so hyper. We did many stupid stuff then started taking pictures
Pictures on the way home Gan you did that expression on purpose!! Nakapragah & me Family of 3! Father Son & Mother We did nothing to him he made that face himself. Hong Wei & me
Pictures while waiting for Marilyn Sun about to set? Is it setting yet? Still not sure if it's setting David Seducing Ronald MacDonald at East Coast
Skate Videos
Attempt of Group Video
Attempt of Group Video2
Doing it together
Qi yun's fire cracker
My fire cracker
Naka's Video
Me trying my Ollie and Zhi Sian changing
Argh!! Almost successfully do my Ollie
Me and Naka Fire Cracker together!!
2facedfreak
8:12 PM
Friday, June 27, 2008
Somebody pissed me off today just as I got into a better mood. Lucky I just woke up that's why my conscience was very low. Today was very sleepy cause late night did not sleep properly. So when I was in school I was half asleep. Lucky took a cup of coffee and tea plus lots of sweets to keep myself awake. During morning assembly was forcing myself to stay awake by talking to Naka. Luck I managed to stay awake. So went for English. Had it in Learn@Fairfield cause the sec1's going to have lessons in the class. Guess it was confusion in the timetable. So had English Oral practice. Had to record our voice with our phone and after that listen to it. Mr Ow said it was suppose to help us with the practice of our pronunciation. So was reading and things like that. Zhi Sian was the one making the whole class wait Cause his phone was very slow in loading and he don't know how to use it. So passed my phone to their group. So had our Oral practice. Then he was getting people to read out to the class after letting us listen to our own mistake. He picked David Gan and then I was like cheering so he also picked me =.=" So I was like CRAP!! So after David's reading I started reading. Made stupid mistakes at the end. So after English was Maths. Maths was good, had to go to our own groups again. But today leader was sleeping while Zhi Sian was teaching. Was scolding Zhi Sian before sleeping for nothing cause of my lack of sleep. Lucky Tze Fook called me up when class ended cause I totally didn't know!! So went for Science. Science was.... Boring... Studied by myself again. That is till everyone started making noise, I looked up and saw her pointing the middle finger. I was like what the hell!! Then she said it's used for studying so can be used. Then she demonstrated how to get the middle finger. First three finger up, saying it as the things in the car battery/car, Two fingers down as it stands for the water in the car/car battery. So left the last finger which is the middle finger which stands for Sulphate liquid in there. So I was like, whatever, lame..... After that was Recess. Bought a small bun then went for DNT. Tried to choing my work but in the end did a little work. When I was combining the pieces together, I noticed a major mistake!! I was like DAMM IT!!! Sigh no choice have to find a new way to do it. So after DNT went to find Mr Lim to ask him about the BBQ thing tomorrow. So he said maybe cause he was sick today. So have to contact him tomorrow. After that went to find Picky Wong. Found her in her classroom. Me and the guys were complaining cause she couldn't even come out for like 5minutes, And there was another teacher inside. So had to wait. In the end another one whose not sure. So wasted time!! Went to Dover after that. Bought Ice-cream with Tze Fook then went to play B'ball Played for awhile then walked off cause my shoe have hole, and could feel the insane heat on the floor!! So went to talk to Qi Yun and Zhi Sian cause they were eating. After that Qi Yun went to play and Johnson came down. Was studying and chatting with them at the same time. Was like joking and talking nonsense also. So after that when everyone was at the void deck, was talking bout random stuffs. After not long left. While walking home saw a group of people. Thought will be some other class people and they were like looking at me and the others. So as we got closer someone asked who are they and why they keep looking at us. But before that, I already noticed that Winnie was there. So I was like saying their all my friends cause they started waving. Choing-ed to the bus cause we were at the traffic light when the bus came. So was in the bus with Qi Yun, Winnie, Cheryl, Charmane and Dorcas. I think that's all. Was talking to Qi Yun about tomorrow and bout skating. So after he alighted the next stop I alighted. But the rest alighted also. But my bus surprisingly came fast. So when they alighted already and was about to leave my bus came. In the bus was like feeling super sleepy cause as I said just now, Didn't sleep properly last night. Finally Zhi Sian added me online. Talked to him quite a lot today. He send me this web so that I can read, Cause he was also finding advice online or something like that. Had nothing to do so read the freaking thing... And now it's like Half of me wants to continue loving her, While the other half of me wants me to give up on her. I'm like totally confused and stuck luh... And It's like I fell deep in love with this person more than Any other people that I've fell for. So it was like very difficult for me to give up on her. But it's also very difficult for me to be with her. Why is life so complicated!!!
Why can't love be calculated or have a formula to solve it!! Don't know why but have this sentence that is needed to say:
Love is a Complication and Life is a Mystery
I totally have no idea why this sentence came out it was kind of the overall thing that I've thinking about. Well... Going now... So bored and have nothing to do online... Not even talking to anyone online.... Sigh... I'm dying of boredom over here!!! 2facedfreak
5:02 AM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Today lessons were as normal and boring. Was outside doing nothing cause there was nothing to do. So when the teachers made announcement to go into the class straight, We went there and talked and Boon Bin came again!!! And he have a buzz-cut now. He looks super weird when he put his sun glasses on. Mr Lum, me and some of my class mates says he look like A porn movie producer. So after that Mrs Ho came, She kept making noise bout us making noise. So after morning assembly, she was collecting the fun-fair tickets. Everyone was talking and not listening at all luh. So after that she was like making noise again!! She said "You all better co-operate with me and I don't want this to go into our Science lesson later" We were all like "There's Science today!?" So ignored her and everyone was talking again. After that was CPA, did the same thing again. Read Manga and then when they asked us to do things I choing it. So after CPA was FREE LESSONS!!!! Was suppose to do homework but in the end was talking and all. Got into my work for like 8minutes than went to talk again. After finding the soccer ball, we went to play. After playing for awhile, our Recess time, Zhong class came to play there. Played a match with them. Tough opponents!! Anyway been a quite awhile since we played a match. And their all soccer players... So was like WTH!! Although we lost 2-0. We still did our best!! So after the match went for maths. Mr Lim put everyone into groups. So I was like the freaking leader for one of the group =.= Thanks lor Kok Loong, I could be a free-lancer like the Ying-Yang pair. But oh well. Taught them maths and then when class ended went for free period again. Was playing soccer for awhile then went to slack. Saw Winnie also, he has free period at the same time. While he was practicing his Chinese Oral, I was disturbing him there. Keep making him read another passage when he just started on one. So played soccer again then went for English. Mr Ow didn't take us. And there was a fight outside the class. But too bad the substitute came already so couldn't ask what happened. and we had to do another paper1. She was re-teaching us how to do letter-writing. Thanks goodness cause most of us forgot how the format is. So had to do our own after that then when school ended was like walking around. Saw Mr Wee!! Talked to him then left together with him. Suppose to head home but then after Clementi, I went somewhere else first. Ended up around Gombak the stadium area. Hiked up the hill for awhile cause that's the place where I use to go in primary school. My primary school is just facing this hill call Little Gui Ling AKA Coughing Hill or something like that. Forgot the other name. So wet around there. Found some of the thing me and my friends left there. Many memories flowed into me at first I was feeling this happiest, Then those dumb and angry memories filled my mind. After that I thought of the things that are happening to me now. I kind of think that it's the same what happened in the past. And I found out why I suddenly got my split personality problem thing But I rather not say anything cause I almost lost control of my other self. And if I put it here, I might be reminded of the things and go to my other self. So I will not put it here. Well ever since coming back I've been feeling a little weird. But I must and I will try to subside my other self. Anyway.. Just did finish a homework for Richelle online. My Chemistry still cannot make it!!! 20 out of 25 only!!! And My physics also suck!!! 7 out of 10!! What the hell... Must restudy Chemistry again. And must start on Physics soon. Now at Biology. Well going on to study soon...
The Freak's new legend: LeGeNdFrEaK - The LeGeNd of the FrEaK’s love illusion 2facedfreak
12:58 AM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Today had school as usual. Went to school, saw Zhi Sian doing his Maths homework. Remembered that I have not yet done my just just ignore it. After that waited for the rest then went for morning assembly together. Was talking to Naka bout some stuffs. Then after that went for P.E. Played Rugby again, we were in different team this time. The team sucked at first, but as the game goes on it got better. Trashed Muzzamel's team 5 to 1. So after that mother tongue. Didn't feel like talking to anyone. So sat alone today. Teacher was asking me to do my work. So I just did it in hope that it'll get my mind off stuffs. And this is the first out of a very long time that I did my work in my Chinese class. So after Chinese was English. Had to write our answers on the super big paper. We were put into group of 4's. Was playing around and working on it the whole time English finished, went for Recess. Went to the toilet so that we can change and Gan wanted to do his homework there. So in the end went to outside classroom and do it there. But ended up not doing at all. So Science, another teacher came in. So everyone was like talking. I studied by myself again. So after that maths. Did my work there. It was there that I realize that I only left a few questions. So it was like what the heck!! After Maths ended went for English again. This time I asked Mr Ow what we do when we finished the work. So was made to go buy blue tag for him. Went to buy then went back. Put up the things for my group then went back to my group. Practiced our oral than had some peopled that are picked to read. So after that English finished and we had no where to go. So was standing at the place where they keep their awards thing. So was there talking. Started walking away when they started on Maple. So after that went dover. Slacked the whole time. Didn't play basketball cause was too lazy. After they played finish. My Zhong and Joshua sat with us. Was talking after that. Keep talking about Service Learning then was remembering bout those kids there. Mai, Duan, No, Tei and the rest of the group of 12 or 13. Totally miss them!! Oh yah forgot to say that today was super Emo. Thanks Naka, Muzz and David. There's not a dull moments being with you all. And thank for making me feel better by joking more than usual today. And Marilyn, thanks for always being a listening ear. Thanks for understanding and knowing what kind of position I'm in. And I think that among all my friends, you really know me the best. Even when I'm keeping things to myself you also know. So I'm very grateful to God for letting me to know you.
This was what I did in English because was bored.
Experiment number #090 Name of experiment: LeGeNdFrEaK Difference after experiment: Split personality
You know what. I'm not studying today!!! HELL YEAH!!!
2facedfreak
4:16 AM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Today was feeling a little sick, don't know why. But got better as the day pass. Was almost late for school, Cause took another bus today which leads me to waiting for another two more. So total of three luh. Took the first one, then the second one came quite fast. The third one was the worse and it's the one that is directly to school!! I waited super long luh!! But then, was with Ariel. So went to school, was not late. Talked to Naka and David than went up to hall. Don't know why but it seem that I couldn't concentrate today. Keep dozing off luh. After Chapel, Science. Studied on my own again. Can't wait for next week when the new teacher takes over. After Science was P.E. Saw our new P.E teacher. He keep making everyone shout YO! Played Rugby today, going to have P.E tomorrow again. After that Recess was like talking in the toilet. Was talking rubbish luh. It's like in lesson we were still talking about it. But there were some funny parts but sick parts of it too. So CPA. I was the one who choing-ed everything again. Was reading Manga online again. Nothing else to do in there. So after that Maths. Had to go to locker to take our files. Was walking slowly and was trying to subside my anger bout some stuffs. Plus was thinking about some stuffs. Don't know why as each day passes I feel more agitated. I think there's something wrong with me. I'm not resisting this kind of things anymore. It's like I used to me so tolerant but now it's like, I'm going to blow up soon!! Anyway after school, went for lunch with the rest. After that went home. And now, Going to study again. Don't know why but now feeling the push and rush to study... Maybe because my target is making me go into the choing-ing stage. So have been choing-ing...
Update: Just got this message that got me thinking. What if I can't control myself anymore and let my negative side to take over. I'll be like last time. Hating everyone around me and making them hate me, Avoiding every single thing and not bothering about anything, Picking up fights every time. Everything that's opposite of me right now. And come to think of it, I took a lot of time to change myself to be like this. And it's like if I ever change back to how I was, I seriously don't know what I would do!! Well let's not think about this now and go back to study....
Update2: Crap luh!! I seriously don't know how to do my maths anymore!! I'm damm stressed up!! And I can't seem to focus!! Keep thinking bout stuff!!! What the hell is wrong with me man!! I shall play the com for 5minutes than study again!!
I think it's time for me to give up on you as there is too many things that I can't handle that's happening in my life right now and I don't think I can go on suffering in silence... Don't worry no one is at fault... Actually someone is but the person will not be pointed out. And if I ever gone back to my negative side stay away from me please.
random image It'll be titled: "Wings of the lost love" Super random but not in the mood to care
2facedfreak
3:04 AM
Monday, June 23, 2008
Today went back to school as it was the end of the holidays. =.=" Well holiday was not a holiday for me. Was getting pissed over some stuffs that were happening, But totally enjoyed my time out with my friends!! But still, school started, and offical lessons has begun. Everything seems so boring now!! Normal lesson sucks!! Well first lesson was Science, Mrs Ho was going through the Motors and Car thing didn't listen cause couldn't be bothered. Was studying my own Chemistry during lesson. After lesson end had CPA, did the same thing which is To do the pratical practices, Lucky I choing-ed mine until the last one So was using the internet instead. Was only reading online manga Cause most of the websites got blocked by the school already. So after lesson, went for Chinese. Didn't listen at all. Been hating that subject ever since young. That's why I have been getting F9's in my Chinese, Even if I put in effort or not, it's still F9!! =.=" So couldn't be bothered with it any longer. So after Chinese was DNT. Didn't stay in the canteen at all, Left my bag down then went locker to take my DNT file, Then when I came back, saw Naka and David at DNT workshop, So ran over and check if we could actually do it straight away. So had the permission, went to take my things and started on my work. Didn't do much cause didn't really know what to do already. Was thinking of how to connect it and things like that. So after DNT was Life Skills. Chiang Mai people went for some meeting. So left almost half the class in the class. Had another teacher in the class today, She's our new Co-form teacher. Third time changing this year =.=".... So anyway, Mrs Ho stepped out of the class so I was like chatting with the others. And we were like making alot of noise. Wanted to leave the class room, But Mrs Ho came back =.=" Swuay. So went back inside and receive some crappy paper. We had to do this crappy presentation thing for Service Learning.... So grouped with all the Kachanaburi people in my class which is only three people. So had the discussion which I did not take part in. I went to "disturb" the new teacher but Found out she was going to take over the class for 3weeks for Science!! I was like "YEAH!!!! NO MORE OLD HAG AND HER BORING LESSONS!!!!" So after that she asked us what we've been learning. So told her what we learned last year and thing year, but the main one is last year's work. So after that went out of class room, waited for the guys to decide were to go, Suppose to study at Jurong library today, but.. No one was going so... Didn't go. So while letting them decide where and what to do, saw Sis and talked to her. Followed sis for lunch and got I got scam $3. So after that, went back to school and did DNT for awhile. After that was helping the 2I kids with the painting as their painting was like. One side the paint was thicker than another and the colour was like bright at some areas but some area hardly have any. So took over and helped them edit it abit and At least is looked better and more presentable than previously.. So after that went locker, dumped my DNT file inside a locker than left. Met Qi Yun at the basket ball court. They were talking about game when they were suppose to be studying. And why of all place under the block, It's so uncomfortable. And there's like so many distractions around. So didn't study there at all. Went to play basket ball. Played with Boaz awhile than joined up with Damia to play againce Boaz. So after the match, wanted to start studying, But Qi Yun wanted to go home so left with him. On the bus was talking to Qi Yun about ITE and the course that we'll take, And the time and all that things that worrys me. Sigh... It's so fustrating, I seriously don't know what to take for the course. I'll just see what my grades take me too.....
Important note!!! 14 August to 28 August - Prelims 28 July - Handing up of DNT coursework. 9 July - English N'level Oral 21 July - Chinese N'level Oral 2 September - Chinese Paper & English Listening Paper 3 September - Chinese Listening Paper 4 September - English Paper 1 & 2 9 September - Computer Applications Practical 29 September - Science papers & Mathematics Paper 1 3 October - Mathematics Paper 2 6 October - Computer Applications Written paper 9 October - Design and Technology written paper
Sian.. Finally blogged finished.... Going to study and stay online at the same time...
Update: Crap I can't seem to remember how to do Lowest Common Multiple and Highest Common Factor and Prime Factor and Compound Interest. Crap.. I'm starting to forget everything that I learned already... Going to study again...
Second Update: Seems like I forgot how to do Mode and Mean also. I need to hurry on my homework!! Back to study.
Third Update: ARGH!! Can't seem to do my maths already!!! Forget it I'll go onto Chemistry Back to study!!
Last update: Lazy to update anymore... Been studying Chemistry after my maths. Kind of stressed but still can handle it. Well going to update anymore, So I'll publish the post now.
The Best Skate Video our Crew had: http://tellmequandoquandoquando.blogspot.com/ Go there and watch it!! Damm nice!! Although I'm not there cause i don't have much tricks, But it's still a must watch!! 2facedfreak
3:15 AM
Saturday, June 21, 2008
The Videos
Group 2 of Game of Skate
Group 4 of Game of Skate
This is our Game of Skate, Group style.
My Ollie which sucks like hell now.
Tried to Ollie down but cause I suck, I couldn't.
Us getting caught outside Vivo.
The video upload is seriously taking a long time. and the only reason why I'm typing this, Is because I'm bored while waiting for it to load. And I'm seriously going crazy soon, Cause I don't know what the hell to do now or what do type in here also.... Argh!! Someone help me!! I'm going to die of boredom!!! Oh wait, I just remembered, I shall study while waiting for it to load. and here's some random pictures I took yesterday:
Board of the Freak LeGeNdFrEaK Read it by yourself Note that it's Japanese not Chinese! Full deck
Got my new timetable already. It seem like Monday the first 3hours is the same. And Tuesday the last part of the day is still the same. Wednesday two hours English!! One before recess and one before after school!! Crap, Bet that Ow sure torture us. Thursday most relaxed: English, Science FREE!!! Recess, Maths FREE!!! Than the stupid class contact thing Sigh guess DNT is still four hours per week. But lucky it no more 3hours at once like last time. It's two hours on Monday and another two on Friday One bad thing about Maths now, Everyday is a different classroom. But I think I'll like Thursday the most,
Cause I can use that time to study properly. Back to studying again!
Finally all the video is up!! Enjoy!! Back to studying!! 2facedfreak
8:56 PM
Friday, June 20, 2008
Friday Went for dnt, again. Yes, I know I repeated that many times already. But the truth was I've been going back everyday. Today I managed to do finish most of my work, I've started on my body already!!! But I left before I did the second container on the body. I had a lecture by Mr. Choy. His lecture is about the difference with machine and human effort, The different tools, and the difference in speed. Sigh... It was super boring... But it was totally useful. That's why managed to do finish my containers and do the body today. Thanks Mr. Choy, though you're scarcastic, You're still okay. and thanks for making me clean most of the workshop, Didn't need that =.=". But still, while cleaning, I was breaking stuffs on purpose. Pictures was taken. I know random, but still.... So after DNT met Amber and Charmaine at Clementi. Was late cause Choy keep asking my to clear the stuffs. Watched "You don't mess with the Zohan" with them. Amber was panicking cause she's still not 16 and the show is NC16. But after that my Zhong came. Didn't know that it would be MY zhong, The one that I know cause I did hear her say his name, But didn't know if I knew him or not, but his is my Zhong. So joined up with him and went inside first. Only me and Zhong tio check card, so it was lucky for Amber. The movie was super funny & sexual.... Well after movie, we went for dinner together.. Went to Taka's hawker center to get. It was super crowded that we had to wait quite long for our seats. So after eating we went somewhere, forgot where, Then was walking around after that. After the quite long walk we went back. Kind of enjoyed my day today, but did not too Cause my ear piece was missing and another one is spoiled. So I'm like music deaf for the day. Didn't want to use my phone to listen cause I need the battery, cause if not my stupid parents will start complaining. Which always pissed me off!!! I don't get it!! When my brothers are at my age they could come home any time they liked, But now I'm at their age they keep making me come home early. It's damm irritating!! Stupid parents
Saturday Today is Go Skate Boarding Day!! It's like once every year, Where street skaters are allowed to skate At more spots than usual in Singapore. But in other country, they will be allowed to skate anywhere they liked, Without getting caught or fined at all, Even Malaysia's Go Skate Day is different. The police help them to take video or something or escort them around. Must check with Gan which is the actual one. So anyway to day we had two people who joined us. J.Z and Charles. Two Special Guest that joined us today. So today we went to Shaw tower to watch the Game Of Skate Competition. Proudly Sponsored by: AltreX and B2B. There were many pros in the game luh. Took videos of their quarter final/qualifying round. Except the 3rd round, cause every time before the match starts, They had warm-up so the guys went to buy food so it was like, One quarter of the game gone when we came back, didn't bother to take it. Last round I had Naka to take it for me, so slacked. After the fourth round we went of, our expedition!! From Shaw Tower to Vivo!! It was fun, Stopped to skate at spots quite a lot. Stopped at CBD and skate there for quite awhile. I tried Ollie-ing up the sit thing but always failed. So continued until my leg the bone hurts. Rested and trained 180 Ollie!! Still 50% =.=" But failed one badly that I fell and was lying down cause was too tired, David, Naka, Charles and JZ took an advantage and started to Ollie over me. It was like Charles was a little frighten to hit me so he did do it properly. But he got used to it soon. So was like their object to Ollie over =.=" Got pissed and lay on my board and dared them to Ollie again. Well in fact they did!! David luh!! Can Ollie so high!! Then JZ also can Ollie like crazy!! Charles hit me once than didn't try anymore. Naka tried at least three times than stopped. So when they finally stopped. Skated for awhile more than left for Vivo. My Ollie-ing down of steps also got problem already. Sigh.. I'm starting to suck like hell in skating. Skate passed a lot of office buildings and There were guards that were warning us, But we just skate pass them and left for vivo. On the way there stopped a few times and guess who was last always, My crew would know, the people who went to skate with us would also know, Wait for it...... Yes!!! Zhi Sian!!! His like super slow, but here's the weird thing, his deck is the fastest among us!! Fastest deck yet the slowest person. Was disturbing him when were like 2 bus stops away. The third one we waited for him to rest a little then we left. The second one when he reached the bus stop then we left. The last bus stop we waited for him to sit than we all left while he sat there. So when we reached Vivo, Charles left first cause he have to study for his exams, On Monday!!! Once we heard we were like WTF then you still came out to skate!! As expected from a JC student, study and more study. But at least he knows know to de-stress a little. So after he left, me and Naka went to do a stupid thing, Which is firstly walking pass the stupid water thing outside Vivo. Then when the water finally went low, we started jumping over it. Left the water place like half wet, then had Game of Skate, Our remaining people there: Zhi Sain, Qi yun, Naka, David, JZ and me Had a new style of Game of Skate. Group category. Which is people in the same group can help each other that sort of thing. So was having a GOS there till a guard came and told us not to skate there. Left there, and went to Harbor Font.. The place beside vivo... Restarted the GOS group version and than went to skate myself. I found out that I'm getting worst in skating. I can't seem to Ollie properly and over a step now!! And my Front Side Shove it is like 10% now!!! Sigh... Totally suck in skating now.. But still, I'm not planning to quit. I'm still going to skate no matter what, but before that, STUDY!!!! I have not yet done my homework finish yet!! Crap!! I'll try to focus tomorrow which I don't think is that possible. Cause a whole day at home means eating 80% of the time. and 20% of complaining about being bored. Sigh, Why am I such a failure in everything? Well actually I'm used to it... I've been a failure since I was young so.. Used to it.
Pictures: Preparations before GOS:
The only time guys listen, well besides about girls that is.
Area Where We Skate the Most:
CBD
Group Photo
Bored
Videos!!
First group quarter final/qualifying round
I'll load the rest of the videos another day cause just one video is already taking more than 1hour. 2facedfreak
8:43 AM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
To my loved Brenda nee-chan, It's been a long time since I chat with you, I totally missed you and can't wait to meet up with you, I realized that no matter what problems that I have, As long as you're there to talk to me or to just to comfort me, I always will feel better. And I still remember the time I tried to comfort you with your problem, I tried so hard but always seem to be saying the wrong thing, And I'm sorry if I said something wrong at that time. This love of mine for you is not going to be forgotten, And even though I have not seen you after primary school, I will still never forget you and I've always missed you. You'll always be loved and missed by me. And no matter what, I'll stand by you and support you no matter what, And you can come to me if you have problems just as how I go to you.
Your loving Nii-san, LeGeNdFrEaK 2facedfreak
8:27 AM
Today went back for DNT, again. But like yesterday, didn't really did my work. I did my other container but this time, Managed to sand file the container to the correct size. Yesterday I only build it but didn't really sand file the container. But could go into one but not in the other. Today as I said, didn't really do my work, At first was helping David Gan, Helping him mark out the lines for his finger joint. But in the end, was screwing up his work Cause didn't know how to do, was doing trial and error. So after helping him, sort of, I continued my work again, Got distracted and went to help Naka instead. Helped him nail some of the nails in then went on to do my work Cause he said his getting some equipment that can nail it in faster, So went to do my work. But not long after, Got distracted and started helping Josiah. Then was helping Josiah and doing my work at the same time. So after that packed up and left cause was not allowed to stay after lunch. The technicians and the teachers have to go for staff meeting, The only ones allowed to stay are the ones that are Doing their Funfair things with the help of Mr. How. Our Sec2 DNT teacher who has already retired. Was talking to him a few days ago, He was complaining about people making appointment but not showing up. Then chat with him awhile more and went back to the DNT workshop. That was the day I brought my deck to school. Oh yah, I brought my deck to school again. Don't know why David and Naka gave it back to me though. Must be because of the sms I sent them saying: "Since you all took my deck, bring it to school tomorrow." It was hardly five minutes and Josiah called to ask where was I, And told me that they wanted pass me back my deck. So after DNT was with Ying Ying, Guo Tong & Yi Feng. Went with them for lunch, was suppose to follow Yi Feng to marina square, But in the end didn't go. So all of us went to the basket ball court. Let Feng skate for awhile and Guo Tong left after a short while. So left the three of us, I suggested to play under the block cause it was very hot at the basket ball court. So went to the block and played. Taught Ying how to do Moonwalk. To most lame and easiest trick in skateboarding. And Ying balance was kind of bad too, she even fell and scraped her leg. No offence Ying... Well feng trained his Ollie quite a lot today. While teaching feng half-way, felt like going back to school, Cause of the four steps and two steps, my very own Ollie training. But in the end didn't go back cause feng didn't want to. So skate for awhile more then joined Boaz and two other guys for basket ball. Damia's younger brother, Dennis joined us too. Had a 3-3 match. Me Boaz and Dennis was in one team, While Feng and the other two kids were in another. My team got trashed at first cause it's been a long time since I played basket ball, and Dennis kind of suck too. The only professional was had was Boaz. At first, I was passing wrongly and my dribbles were like shit, Even my defense was sucky. But as the match got on and was were almost trashed, I got my confidence and a little skills back. So me and Boaz managed to bring up the score. Dennis was kind of losing all the ball for our team. But never mind, his just a kid, can't blame him, I myself suck in the game. But even though the points were like very far off, we still did our best The final score was 11-7 our score was like only 7. Didn't attempt any three pointer shots during the match cause no confidence. So after the match rest and Boaz and the kids left. So left Me, Feng and Dennis. Was talking and fooling around with them. Then after Dennis said something I went after him and he got a bath, With his water that he bought, it was quite full but who cares. Then after that he took feng's water and tried attacking me with it. Manage to take it from him and pour the remaining ones from his own bottle. So it's like both of us were wet cause he was pouring water on my pants Before I manage to take it away from him, so yah I was also wet. Went home after that and now blogging. Tomorrow I'll be watching "You don't mess with the Zohan" With Winnie, Charmaine, Amber and Dorcas. Too bad all four of us jokers can't go out together again cause short of Ralene. Well, School's reopening and guess what, I haven done finish my homework =.=" Still can't focus!!! Maybe I'll start when school reopens. Can stay in school and study, or maybe after school go library to study. Just hope I can focus and start studying!!! My aim: top 3 in N'level... Just hope I can even get into top 10 or even top 5 luh. Sigh.... Life totally sucks... 2facedfreak
6:21 AM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Today went for DNT, as usual. But went a little later Cause was too lazy to even get out of bed, Only started getting ready around 8. After that left house brought my DNT folio today, But hardly did it cause didn't ask teacher and was doing my work so kind of forgot about it. So what I did mostly today was only half a container. Very little right =.=" But I did do my work properly!! Okay not my work, other people's work. Was helping some of my classmates but forgot who, But I remembered that after trying to sand off some of the wood, and after it flew to the end and got stuck in the machine, I stopped doing my work already. But I thought of leaving though. But promised Elizabeth that I'll cut for her that small part of the wood, So stayed and finished up her cutting for her So after that I left cause have to be home early... watashi O'ka-san tanjobi.... Which is translated to: My mother's B'day. Happy B'day mom!! So I'm home early and guess what I was doing all this time at home? EATING!!! I was behaving like a pig luh!! I kept eating and eating... I hope my wish to gain weight will come true. Not sure if I'm going to bring my deck tomorrow. Gan is asking me to bring, Bro and Ying also asking to bring, But I'm like damm lazy, So it's.... a indecisive decision... Okay I'm officially bored... So I'll end it here and put a song lyrics instead. This song is my first song on the playlist here. One of my fav. song too, Enjoy!
Pieces
I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it I don't believe it makes me real I thought it'd be east but no one believes me I meant all the things I said
If you believe it's in my soul I'd say all the words that I know Just to see if it wouldn't show That's I'm trying to let you know That I'm better off on my own
This place is so empty My thought are so tempting I don't know how it got so bad Sometimes it's so crazy But nothing can save me But it's the only thing that I have
If you believe it's in my soul I'd say all the words that I know Just to see if it wouldn't show That I'm trying to let you know That I'm better off on my own, On my own!
I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it Nothing could ever be so wrong It's hard to believe me it never gets easy I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it's in my soul I'd say all the words that I know Just to see if it wouldn't show That's I'm trying to let you know That I'm trying to let you know That I'm better off on my own
2facedfreak
6:56 AM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Today went to school for DNT again, but today didn't have Mr choy there. Everything was slacked luh... Not by a little but a lot!!! It was like you want to slack just slack lor. Ikmal was there taking care of the class alone. and he was there eating and slacking also luh!! So was not focusing when I went inside for DNT. Was like walking out as and when we want to. And plus I brought my deck so we were like skating in the parade square. I now suck a lot man!!! I CAN'T EVEN DO MY MOST BASIC TRICK ANYMORE!!!! Haiz... My Ollie was like half successful only..... and I can't even Ollie over one small thing... Haiz I'm such a failer in not only skateboarding. But to studying and basket ball also. I'm like not focusing on my study and not even listening in class. Basket Ball also my accuracy suck like hell!!! Plus I can't dribble that fast nor dribble much at all. I'M SUCH A FAILER IN LIFE!!! Forget it.. I'm a freak, not made out for success. Just made for failing and bring in the worse of luck in everything else. Anyway.. Was in school like half an hour earlier. And don't ask why it just happened.... Oh just remembered in DNT before skating, Was using the emety(sp?) cloth to make my trucks more shiny. So was like wasting my time doing my skate board instead of my actual work. But after teaching Yi Feng to Ollie, Went back to my work and started to focus. Guess what... I gave them the wrong dimension for my work. But lucky it was the correct size for my other part of the work. But before I left I got my correct size of the work luh. So.... Hardly did anything today... Well actually, I choing-ed alot of my work at once. So it's like more progress also.... After S2E ended Ralene, Amber, Winnie and Charmane came to DNT workshop. But after a short while the left. But another thing was happening in the workshop Ikmal so called confiscated the boys soccer ball, Because they ram the ball until it flew into the DNT workshop. During the last half an hour or hour, There were not teachers nor other students except our class people inside there. Ikmal totally disappeared, the DNT guy was doing his work in the room. So all of us was like wasting time. But before that: Ikmal was looking at girls playing don't know what.... Johnson and I was doing our work. Naka and David Gan was skating outside the workshop. After that, Qi Yun and Zhi Sian went to find Zhi Sian girl friend called Cassendra (Forget it luh my spelling seriously cannot make it anymore) Ronald and Bianca was talking to Yun and Sian before they left. But after they left they talked to Ikmal. So after clearing up I went to join Naka and Gan. Totally sucked can!!!! But there's no way i'm going to quit.. Not ever... Not a chance nor not a though. I'll just skate and skate!! Even if I break my leg I'll still skate!!!!
GOS: Naka, David And Qi Yun
My Trucks brand. So totally loving my trucks cause it's a very good one....
2facedfreak
5:27 AM
Monday, June 16, 2008
Today went back for DNT. Went there earlier than last week. Started on my work and worked almost the whole day. Didn't take a break like last week. So got progress!!! Okay went school abit too early and was seating at stone table with Guo Dong or Guo Tong?? Don't know how to spell... And Ying Ying... Was chatting with them then went locker to check if my DNT file is there. After that went to DNT workshop. Was figuring out how and what to do at that point. So after taking my work pieces, went out and choing finish my cutting. After cutting, kept the things that I cut and started joining. Saw bro there and chat with him for awhile then went on with my work. Joined 4 of my containment and was starting to work on my container. But had to pack up cause Nick asking if want to leave now or not. So after taking my DNT file from Qi Yun's locker, left with bro and Nick. Went there and was watching the guys play Monopoly. Was damm bored I tell you. Then another table started another Monopoly. Joined them but it was kind of a waste of time cause, About half the time I was in the freaking jail!! So after the games we left and they planned for Dinner together. Went with bro to the hardware shop and he got his spray paint. Sorry Aloysius, I tried helping you find your sensor but to no avail. So after that went to find the others and they had not found a place to eat. After they finally decided we went to the coffee shop there and they ate. Was seating there and talking to them only. After that the same three left together. Waited for Nick to left first cause he would be alone if we leave first. So after Nick left me and bro was there waiting for bus... I tell you the bus took damn freaking long to come!!!! But at least that gave me a chance to have a good chat with bro. Was chatting with bro like the whole time. It's so unlike me to continue chatting like this.... Usually I would pause for quite a long while then chat than pause again. But this time it's like both of us just continue to talk... It's a first..... But hopefully not the last.... Well... Bus journey was damm long.... Was thinking of how to do my DNT folio... But gave up in the end... Seriously don't know what and how to do... Must start reading the whole DNT textbook to know what to do already.. I need a A in my DNT, and not only in DNT, In my English, Maths, Science and CPA also. Chinese can go to hell!!! Not important to me at all as long as I can listen can already. Sigh... Boring day, Boring Life, Boring Self. I seriously hopes something good or fun can happen in my life again. Been bored of all this shitty stuffs that's happening already... Sigh...... Bored =.="
Just had this e-mail and i think the top part till the kind describe me the most. PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative..May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
Actually thinking back I'll take choose a few instead.... Don't like details Secretive and Vague Unrealistic 3 out of all that crap.... I'm not kind nor unselfish or dreamy nor generous nor kind nor thoughtful not creative not imaginative ect....... I'm just... Me!! LeGeNdFrEaK The secretive and unrealistic freak on the planet...
Going to bring my deck to school tomorrow. Hope I can do finish my work and get some practice for my tricks. I seriously need to master my: 180 Ollie & Front Side Shove It and start working on my HeelFlip. Argh!!! Why can't I master my skills as fast as the others. And why am I making stupid mistakes and getting injured cause of it!! Sain... Feeling tired already... Have not been sleeping well also.... So Bye people..... See you in school tomorrow... If I do that is.... 2facedfreak
7:25 AM
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Today went out to skate, it was only four people. Why the only? Cause as our crew got bigger, More of us come and skate together. But then Naka didn't come(his have proper reason) Muzzamel didn't come and his excuse is: Went to Australia(spelling error??) Then as usual his other country is his home. Gan said he went Malacca instead of Australia. And that's what Muzzamel told Gan. But Muzzamel also told Yun that his going Australia. So... Confirmed faking it.. Anyway today went to city link skate. But before that went to play near one place we use to skate alot. Now can go up the stupid thing much easier. So skate there for a while took video of GOS for Yun & Gan. Then went back to city link. Slacked half the time there. Then skate, forced Zhi Sian to train his Ollie cause 7months and still not much of a progress. While I, was training my Front Side Shove It. Till keep failing and hitting my leg. Couldn't move it that much cause the cause of many impact over the time made it worse. Rested for awhile then train my 180 Ollie!! Now my Front Shove Shove It dropped to 20-30 or maybe lesser % So it's like i sucked already!! But i trained my 180Ollie again, been a long time since i did it. But not bad, 50%chance of success!! At first was quite bad but after awhile remembered how i did it. And i only remembered after GOS with Yun, Which he trashed me.... Badly.... I totally suck luh, I have no tricks for GOS at all. What can I do: 180 Ollie - currently 50% chance of success Front Side Shove It - currently 20-30% chance of success Heel flip - still can't land =.=" So it's like I suck.... Can't do a single shit... Leg hurting also.... But still.... My aim is to make Front Side Shove It my best skill in the crew. and then go complete training for heel flip.... Oh yah..... Here's a better picture of how much DNT i left to do:
Alot huh
Pictures of the day:
Randomly took and this is what came out.
Retard, not even looking here at all and the worse camera-man you can ever find. Gay boy Four Different Decks Qi Yun's Deck David Gan's Deck Random Picture of the Sky
Videos of the day:
GOS: Qi Yun VS Jacob, I tio thrashed by Qi Yun Plus, Zhi Sian spoiled the video cause of his sucky skills for photography.
GOS: Qi Yun VS David Gan, Battle against the two pro's in our crew
If you any of you still don't know what GOS means, It means Game Of Skate. It a game/competition for street skaters. Competition of Skills and the level/amount of tricks mastered. It can be played anywhere and at anytime. There's not really a limit of how many people can play also. 2facedfreak
8:31 AM
About Me About Me
Soh Loi Ann Jacob Jordan
AKA: LeGeNdFrEaK
DOB: 28 February 1992 Child of God
Religion: Roman Catholic
Confirmant of '07
Email: LeGeNdFrEaK@hotmail.com
Currently Studying in: -
Class: -
CCA: -
Use to study in:
Lianhua Primary School (1999-2004)
Fairfield Methodist Secondary School (2005-2008)
Important Things To Remember!! Malaysia Skate Trip
Collection of N'level Results
ITE
NS
Wanted Possession New deck
New Wallet
New Shoes
New Jacket
Full collection of Maximum Ride Book
MORE MONEY!!
New MP3
New Phone