Sunday, June 8, 2008
Today nothing much happened.
It's just that I was rotting at the computer for the whole day.
But I was just staring at the com doing nothing,
Cause there's nothing to do,
and No one's online to chat with.
At first was chatting with Amber, but she went off to study.
Which later found out that she went out.
Well as long as she gets her mind of stuff I'm fine...
So was staring at the computer and was starting to think bout some stuffs.
Started thinking about my stupid past,
Started to think about the weird things that's happening to my body,
And thinking of the many things that's going on in my life right now.
And I tell you, There's no positive things at all.
Lucky I could still lie to my brain and make myself normal and not Emo.
Okay now going to talk to people through my blog.
Nothing much to post about anyway, just waisting time here.
Okay, first of all,
Amber, Stop thinking about him already!!
I know it's going to be diffcult and that there are somethings that are not easy to forget,
But just try your best, and don't think of suicide anymore!
Think about your friends by your side who're concern about you,
and No, they won't forget about you.
Not me, not Ralene nor any of your other friends.
And yes we'll be by your side if you need us.
Now that you have my number, you can call me if you have any problems.
It's no trouble at all.
Secondly
Naka I hope you're alright,
and that you're already in your happy mood that everyone is so familiar with.
We know that we might not understand what you're going through now,
And I know some of us (well mostly me)
Can say the wrong things at the wrong time.
And I apologize if I seriously made things worse.
But as your friend whose concern about you,
I'm just hoping you're fine
Thirdly..
Clifford, at the rate you're pouring those things out,
Actually I think all of them already knows.
So it's like all I need to tell is the reason.
And that's not what you told me to tell them.
You wanted me to tell them not only the reason.
Well now that you already said it what can I do.
And don't worry I haven gave up pursuading to stop thinking about suicide.
I'll still torment you on how stupid it is to commit suicide.
Lastly, Brenda Onee-chan!!
Been a long time since I heard from you!!
I haven chat with you for like a long time already
I missed you.. Can't wait to meet you and see you!!
Love you onee-chan!!
Oh I just found out my new sis added my other MSN =.=.
Never mind now that she's in my correct one lao...
Can chat with her already... Hello Sis ;p
2facedfreak