Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Today went to school as normal. Wanted to skip but too used to going school,
Cause if I don't, I feel uncomfortable and uneasy and mostly BORED!!
So went to school, reached school can't sleep at the bench cause it's wet.
So was seating at the locker there and listening to the guys talk,
About what? Standard, Maple. Nope not Maple Sea but
Maple Private Server. Don't know when they started though.
I'm not playing it with them cause I'm finding myself non-intelligent
and that why I need to study. Have been studying those few days
But this last two days have not been studying.
Today cannot because have to practice the speech thing for tomorrow.
Yesterday because was too lazy, actually studied like 20minutes,
But that does not count. More than 1 an a half hour than counted.
So have not been studying recently, tomorrow might not be able too.
Grandmother's B'day. Have to celebrate with her.
So continuing about today, After listening to the talk,
We went to the hall together because Chapel was the first period.
Had chapel and before leaving was talking to Mrs Tan bout tomorrow thing.
Clifford was stupid enough to stand beside her so she also asked him to do.
So now both of us kena. So went for science.
Didn't listen as usual and today I was eating in class!!
So after lesson was P.E. Changed and continued eating,
Even when Mr Ng came I was still eating.
Offered Charmane & Dorcas from afar but they didn't want it so continued eating.
Only finished it after taking the things for him cause he was looking for someone to help,
And then he saw me eating so he asked me to go help.
So after that, P.E, was in a different group again.
But battled again a super strong group which consist of:
Melissa, Qi yun, Ronald, Hong Wei, Damia and Aloysius.
All of them except Melissa was good in sports luh!!
I was like what the hell what our group have:
Me, Tze Fook, David Gan, David Ong, Zhi Sian and Bianca.
It's like only me, Tze Fook and David G. was doing every thing luh.
Bloody hell I tell you the guys played rough luh!!
Firstly, the run towards you without a second thought.
Secondly, when the want to tap, they don't, they PULL!!!
Thirdly, they are super rough, they can even start PUSHING!!
Sigh, I'm the one who got the worse injury today.
Firstly I got knocked alot of times.
Secondly I was running at full speed when Qi Yun came in front of me and pushed me.
And I tell you that sent me FLYING backwards!!!!
Everyone in my side of field saw me flying in the air luh!!
It's damm stupid luh, a 44KG guy gets pushed and was sent flying in the air.
=.="... But I think the main reason was because the field was wet so it was slippery.
Thirdly, because I took some stanch thing...
The one the hang around yourself to identify with team are you in, the different colored one
I was holding the yellow one alone cause was too lazy.
Run past Ronald but because he tried tapping my shoulders,
and missed with brought his hands to the stupid thing.
Both of us was at full speed but i think his speed was faster or maybe I'm too light,
I FELL BACKWARDS!!!! AGAIN!!!!! =_="
So after that dumped all of it away and played again.
At this point of time I already got quite a few injury.
There was a last minute and I decided to choing.
All the guys tried to tackle to but i was lucky to avoid it.
But at the scoring point Damia almost tapped me, and his like super fast luh!!
So I cheated.. I slide into the goal area and scored a last minute goal.
Which caused me cuts on my legs!! Damm it so not worth it!!!
So after that recess. After changing and washing up cause there cause sand on my face,
Me and Muzzamel went up to the CPA lab, sat there and talked.
So after that, CPA and than Maths. I slept in Maths and got scolded at the end of the lesson.
Damm stupid!! I don't want to teach anyone anything!!
My maths is now starting to SUCK luh!!! Stop asking me to help others!!
I can't even help myself anymore!! So after that went to locker.
Mrs. Tan was there so I suggested we do the draft there.
So did the draft there and it made me think of all the kids and the place at Kachanaburi.
So after doing it finish I went to meet the guys.
Talked to them then went to play basket ball after re-writing my part of the draft.
Was editing some part and then went to play basket ball.
Started running a little during the match and because of the push Qi Yun gave me.
My bone at the butt started to hurt, almost feel like it's dislocated.
So ignored it and continued playing. Not long later, all my other wounds,
Including the skateboarding ones started hurting. It feels like it was on fire!!
Had a break, went to buy food and ate my lunch only at 4.
So after eating, went to play again. This time I choing-ed more.
I started running more and started to block more tricks.
Started jump shots but my leg hurt even more!!
So after that got trashed in one game 7-0.
This team consist of me and Tze Fook.
Another game was 7-0 we beat them.
This team consist of me, Tze Fook and Aloysius.
So after that Qi yun left. played awhile more than rest.
Couldn't take it anymore cause I couldn't feel my legs.
So after that Damia's brother Dave came.
Watched their match for awhile and then went home.
On the way home, I practiced my speech.
Now going off to try the different tone of my voice for the speech.
Sigh, I'm just so sure I'll screw this off tomorrow.
I seriously don't know if I should give up on you,
I don't even know my actual feeling for you already.
It just seems like my heart suddenly harden,
and that I am confused and I'm not sure of my feelings.
I just wished I told you my true feelings earlier.
Love is the most complicated matter in the life of a human.
2facedfreak